Aug 02, 2006 01:00
The new girl i like- ah- she IM me today out of the blue. I refuse to talk to girls i like online bc then i start getting all insecure that im into them and they are not into me. Whatever, i need folks to built up my ego right now, not destroy it.
I had my msn name that read "Chiki_Dracuka- por fa de no joder" and she ims me and tells me that I egocentric. lol. And her name read "I am going to DF Mexico- let me know if you want an autograph" lol. I absolutely like this girl bc she is so mean- she is so... like... for example, once her msn name was "I kiss your gf while you are at work" and I was laughing. And I mean, if that was any remotely true- i would be so pissed... but this is what's funny- she has this sort of mean humor... cold humor... satirical. It's so funny. It's so me. And she calls me egocentric!
She is incredibly sweet and i doubt that she realizes it. Of course i won't tell her that bc she won't believe me. She is also that sort of person that you got to sort of get to know a bit better before you say anything nice or she will think you are full of shit. I agree with her. I might be misjudging her, but this are my impressions of her so far.
e·go·cen·tric (g-sntrk, g-)
adj.
1. Holding the view that the ego is the center, object, and norm of all experience.
2.
a. Confined in attitude or interest to one's own needs or affairs.
b. Caring only about oneself; selfish.
3. Philosophy
a. Viewed or perceived from one's own mind as a center.
b. Taking one's own self as the starting point in a philosophical system.
For what i know about her- she also questions her sexuality and where it places her in society. Now i think that if she read a bit more she would understand herself a bit better or maybe not understand herself better... but be able to put what she feels/understands into words. Again, I might be misjudging her. I don't know her that well. I know I really like her. Michoacan... ay well she is moving back to the U.S.:) but she lives in Cali... so that's an automatic no-no-no for me. But she is totally cool so I really want to foster our relationship.
-Mina
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