Be My Valentine. (But Not Really.)
It's times like these where I wish I could handle being a little social, for a little while. It's not that I feel all hardcore angsty and shit, being alone on Valentine's--it's more of a bittersweet "Oh well"--but I wish I had someone to lave the love onto, without it being awkward or not reciprocated even a bit.
I don't particularly wish I had someone to fuck. I wish I had someone like a girlfriend (or a boyfriend) that I could say "I love you" in a completely romantic sense, without all the sexual shit--well, maybe not kissing.
And I wish I had someone to bake and cook for. To read with, to snuggle up to while watching a movie, to--
Okay, enough of that. Enough.
I just wish I would stop getting into messes that are romantic friendships. I'm always so confused and worried and... And I'm afraid I could lose another best friend because of my stupid heart being stupid.
I have no idea what I'm trying to say right now, this is all just prettied-up brain-vomit. I lost the plot before I began this, I'm sure.
Anyway, Happy Valentine's to everyone! I love you.
P.S.: Download Kina Grannis' single, "Valentine", here for free! (:
I don't particularly wish I had someone to fuck. I wish I had someone like a girlfriend (or a boyfriend) that I could say "I love you" in a completely romantic sense, without all the sexual shit--well, maybe not kissing.
And I wish I had someone to bake and cook for. To read with, to snuggle up to while watching a movie, to--
Okay, enough of that. Enough.
I just wish I would stop getting into messes that are romantic friendships. I'm always so confused and worried and... And I'm afraid I could lose another best friend because of my stupid heart being stupid.
I have no idea what I'm trying to say right now, this is all just prettied-up brain-vomit. I lost the plot before I began this, I'm sure.
Anyway, Happy Valentine's to everyone! I love you.
P.S.: Download Kina Grannis' single, "Valentine", here for free! (: