Me................................................me..............

Aug 29, 2006 13:36

I am still with Nell. We have been doing good. Both of us have our separate problems, and try to help one another. I have to find a job in a week for my co-op class. And hopefully I'll be getting my drivers licenes this saturday. From there I can walk to Brooks Middle School, and drive home, or to work depending on the time I start work.
Dana and I are good friends, we fought on and off the last two weeks, but I finally knocked some sense in to her. She was mad that I left her. And calling me a whore and shit. The next day she sayed she was sorry, and didn't mean it..just that she's hurt..and knows it's her fault I left. Her being mean to me, makes her forget the pain... But she's been good for the past few days.
Katrina stopped calling me, and never picked up when I called her. It was weird. We didn't hang out for a long time, then out of no were we hung out for like a week. Then it stop for a long time again, and today she comes up to me and says, "Hi"..I just happened to have a note in my hand for her. I was bored the period before and wrote a few people. I handed it to her, and she said "see ya." It was just saying Hi, and asking her how she was doing.
I miss some people. Or I at least wish I could meet some new people who will stay close. Some good friends, or something. Everyone lately has been distant. Erica never comes over anymore. Matt A is never around..maybe once a week. Sammy is over once in a while, and when she is she is with mike..busy talking with him or whatever. Dana is like the only one who calls and comes over, and that's because she still has feelings for me. Of course Nell calls me and comes over all the time .. I swear she's the only one that really cares..and shit.. I donno.
I guess I feel alright with life right now. My last year of school..it's cool , but sad. I can't even explain why. I'll miss these years. I'm growing to fast. I hope all these people I have meant will do okay..and maybe one day I will see them again. Or maybe the world will just end when we least expect it, and even I may not live with god.. or the devil. Maybe with the blackness. Who knows. -Take care
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