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Apr 01, 2006 20:52

I got so much time right now. I am at my dad's house because I got into a fight at school with an old friend and got suspended for ten days. I'm thinking about getting a job when I get back home. I mean it will suck going to school then Walking to work and getting home late, and having that possibility of not getting home work done..then grades fall. But lately nothing has been going on, and the boredom makes me feel depressed.. I guess, cause I feel like I'm wasting my life away. So a job would be nice. I'll get money and on days off go out to eat, or to a movie. I wish..Well no I don't..But I would like to have a girl friend to take out on a date or something. It's not that I'm lonely..but I'm not feeling complete by myself all the time. Yeah I hang with My best friend Sammy..but thats it. Just her...and her Boy friend. Thats the problem. Well not a problem..but Now days she's there for him, not me. Every one else kind of faded. And Because of that, I lack trust. I would like to meet new people, but I wouldn't be able to trust them until I know them for a while..even after knowing them for a while...I donno. Just recently a few friends that I thought I knew for years just changed. I ended up wacking one of them in the face, and thats how I got suspended. Hehe. Oh well. I'll just wait. Wait till I get some money, and a car then ride the fuck out of here. See shit.. It's not like "Fuck people".. But more like "People have fucked me" sounds funny..can't explain things like I want to. I need a square now..lol I bought 4 packs. No worries on running out while I'm down here. Buh bye
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