Honesty....
So Lacy and I aren't talking. Sometimes I don't know what happened with us. I think my biggst issue is within myself, It's hard loving her and seeing her with someone else. It makes me jealous and kinda crazy. How can she tell me she loves me and she wants to be with me but then go somewhere with someone else and tell them the things she told me. I
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Well except for the boy part...well that is a lie... I probably could if I just think back a few years, but that is kinda scary.
Anyhoo. I dont have anything to say to make you feel better, well I do, but I will spare you until I talk to you in person or on the phone...what I can say is this...
Things will get better...I cant say when, but they will. I have learned that the old addage "Time heals all wounds" is really true. So hang in there, stop worrying about everyone else and start worrying about you for once. Do the things you want for YOU. Not because you dont want to hurt someones feelings or whatever. Everyone you deal with is adults and they are more than capable of dealing with themselves...and if they cant...fuck'em they can go to therapy.
That may sound cruel or harsh, but live for you and no one else.
Sidebar- I am very proud that you are starting school next week. I know you will do great and blow everything away. Relax. You will do fine.
Ok, enough of this cause I know you are tired of thinking about it and talking about it.
Sorry I didnt get to stay lastnight. I was up the rest of the night sicker than shit. Did you have fun? Dont forget, jaegerbombs friday night.
Gonna go now. Love ya, spam
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