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I got up early and Ryan took me to the movies.(10:00am came way to fast.) We saw the interpreter. It was a really good movie! I really enjoyed his company, He always makes me smile. Then I left from there and went straight to the college to take my entrance exam (kinda late but it's done!) Kinda good and kinda bad.... I tested out of Math... how I don't know! I was .2 points away in the reading (notice the .)and 2 points away in the writing. I scored the highest on the essay that you can so I guess that's good. I'm going back there on Monday to retest just on those parts. The counselor approved me so that helps. He gave me more study sheets! FUN!!!! Then I went to dinner with barbara Man Panties! We had a really good time a chili's. Lots of girl talk. Needs to happen more often! I just wish my mommy would join me sometimes. I miss her alot! I know I live with her but I never get to see her it feels like. I really need to get in the habit of learning from my mistakes.... I can't seem to fatham what I don't.... I 'm not mad at you Amber.... I'm so past high school.... DUH!!!j/j but really I'm not mad at anyone right now but myself. I'm just stressed out! And I HATE it and it sucks ass!! I really need a mentor or something I think. I going crazy. Everyone sees this calm and collected person but on the inside every organ in my body is in knots! I feel like I'm going to be sick everyday! Stress IS DUMB!!!! But I love everyone and I know that i'm in a rut right now and I'm just not understanding how to get out of this one. But I will be fine..... I'm always fine! I just over anaylize everything and I find myself lost and confused. But i'm sure I'll find myself soon and if not then... my room will become my new best friend. Visitation 11-3 Monday through Friday. I'll be too crazy for weekend visitation. Just kidding! But I really am stressed I just want to start school and move to the next chapter of my life. I think that will help me alot! I'm going to go smoke and then go to bed! Night!
* sorry about the novel joke Barb. I wrote an magazine or something! =-)
* sorry about the novel joke Barb. I wrote an magazine or something! =-)