Like the Phoenix I rise from the ashes of life.

Apr 19, 2005 16:48

As you read Thursday I was not doing well, I was horrible. Katie managed to beg her mom into letting me come and see her for the following night, and Friday after school I ditched work and went to see her. She is the only person who can make me feel better, and she's the only person I care about. Previously I said I disliked her mother for certain decisions that she made, but now her mother isn't that bad. She had gone out drinking with friends when I got down there leaving Katie and myself alone for a long while. Other than getting hit by Luke is was fun alone time. We watched a bit of Little Nicky, and like hell it was 'hot.' ;) But this is when her mom came home partially buzzed and ruined our alone time, ohwell.

Her parents are very protective and for the time she was awake we were under a very watchful eye. But it's time to earn her mother's trust, which I believe I accomplished. She especially liked the pajama pants I made Katie in sewing class. I rock. ;D SHe told us to put in LotR:RotK and not even 10 minutes into the movie she fell asleep giving us more semi-alone time which we took advantage of. But then it was time for sleep, as she sleepily walked into her room I couldn't help but have the biggest feeling of happiness that I was able to spend the night with her.

I eventually got to sleep after being lulled into doziness from the movie and the next morning I was woken up by a poke to the nose and Katie kneeling next to the couch with her mom in the background. Again, the feeling of happines grew even more seeing her face the first thing in the morning. If I could have that everyday for the rest of my life nothing could be wrong. We had BLTs for breakfast, which was odd. And then lounged around for awhile getting little kisses here and there while here mom wasn't around. We went to get coffee around 9:30, and her mom reluctantly let us out of the house to go. We decided to walk so it would take longer, and it did take awhile. I managed to kill 3 flowers so Katie may have them, and 2 of them opened for her. :) It took us nearly 2 hours to walk there, have our coffee and then walk back. Which was good timeholding hands and glaring back at people glaring at us.

When we got back her mom was sleeping again in her room, so that gave us even more alone time, which was great! More time to cuddle and kiss and hug and just hang out being together. Oh! Oh! She made me black out! It was one of the funnest things I have ever done! I only remember thinking "This isn't going to work . . ." as she put her hands around my throat and then bam! I feel and woke up a few seconds later screaming "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?" That was a very good laugh.

Eventually the time came were her mom was saying it was time for me to go. We just nodded our heads and went along with it. An hour later she said I had to go again, then another hour she finally was kicking me out. But Katie with her great smarts came up with the idea of going to get chinese! :D She let us go again to have chinese and bring it back which gave us another hour. We're so cool like that, and badass! But after we were done eating that was the official boot. Her mom was forcing me to leave. But something that surprised me was she actually hugged me when I was leaving. I'm starting to grow onto her! :D

We stood out in her apartment's parking lot for another 10 minutes hugging and not wanting to let go, trying to find even more time. I hate saying goodbye, and the ride home always sucks compared to the ride home. Something I never look forward to. But her mom eventually called out the window telling Katie she needs to come back up, and that was it. I was on the road again coming back to my miserable life here. Without Katie to love me I wouldn't have a life at all. I would have nothing worth loving and nothing worth hanging on to.

Thank you, Katie. I love you.
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