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i hate you know what. it makes me want to cry and kick stuff. it dosent help that im getting a cold, i found some claritin and i took that, so maybe it will help. i hate everybody. i just wanna shut myself out from everyone else for a little while but i cant. im way far from being like depress cause im not at all but i dont care about things any more, i just wanna be me and not do anything not make efforts in trying to do shit. as of now im not all about getting brownie points. wow soon im going to get my drivers license and then ill be able to drive....my dad got me a car but its so shity and i wanan drive it cause its a car but i mean its shity. oh well, soon enough by senior year sometime ill get a better car....says my dad but i know it may never happen even though he said he was for real. thats all folks i got 120,947,103,875 things to do. (is that a real number, i guess it is)