total venting time
OH MY GOD...OH MY GOD....
Can I PLEASE just crawl into a hole and never come out??!
I just met Hunter's Girlfriend. Yes, that's right, his GIRLFRIEND. They broke up, she moved to San Diego, he started talking to me, she called him and said "i still love you and i'm moving back to Lafayette to be with you," and now they're back together. I saw her this weekend at the swim meet. Apparently, it was a surprise that she was there. His parents didn't know she came back..they were thrilled, actually. Well...I didn't get to meet her then...in fact, he came up and said hi and didn't even introduce her to me. WEll, Tucker, the older brother that I sorta liked too, just came to the center with her. I guess they're hanging out during the day time because Hunter is at work and Tucker isn't doing much except studying for MCAT. SO...he introduced her to me, and to my demise, she is VERY sweet and incredibly gorgeous. This teensy-tinsey size 0 with long exotic dark hair, dark skin....SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo....
NOT only has this happened to me once, but TWICE, i've been rejected for an old flame that turns out to be this beautiful brunette with all the things that I DON"T have--an open mind, a personality, a fabulous fit body and--of course--athletic talent (soccer player, this one).
I AM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT!
Not to mention that for the last 3 weeks, Ms. Karen and Laura have teased me about Tucker having a crush on me...well, they were in different spirits today--my thoughts are that HE is also back together with HIS old girlfriend, since Ann overheard Tucker say "yeah, hannah and I are going to lunch together." O
And what kind of girl is this one?? OH YES, you guessed it--stick thin, beautiful brunette, smart, rich, mature...
I feel like such a Frazzled, ditzy blonde with nothing to offer.
Soemthing about the idea that not only Hunter, but Tucker too, have thought "oh kristie's cool..."and just a few weeks later, after they get to know me more, they go "mmm...nevermind. The old girlfriend was better."
It must be my aura...I give off the "go back to your ex-girlfriend because i'm not as good as her" aura.
I hate feeling like this at work..i hate crying...i hate feeling like i've been used. AND i've been slapped in the face in front of everyone, as Jenny comes up and introduces herself and says "hi there! I"m hunter's girlfriend" and all my co-workers are going "oooooooooooooooooooo...." under their breath becasue they know what happened b/w us.
Too much drama. Too much. I need a break...
Can I PLEASE just crawl into a hole and never come out??!
I just met Hunter's Girlfriend. Yes, that's right, his GIRLFRIEND. They broke up, she moved to San Diego, he started talking to me, she called him and said "i still love you and i'm moving back to Lafayette to be with you," and now they're back together. I saw her this weekend at the swim meet. Apparently, it was a surprise that she was there. His parents didn't know she came back..they were thrilled, actually. Well...I didn't get to meet her then...in fact, he came up and said hi and didn't even introduce her to me. WEll, Tucker, the older brother that I sorta liked too, just came to the center with her. I guess they're hanging out during the day time because Hunter is at work and Tucker isn't doing much except studying for MCAT. SO...he introduced her to me, and to my demise, she is VERY sweet and incredibly gorgeous. This teensy-tinsey size 0 with long exotic dark hair, dark skin....SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo....
NOT only has this happened to me once, but TWICE, i've been rejected for an old flame that turns out to be this beautiful brunette with all the things that I DON"T have--an open mind, a personality, a fabulous fit body and--of course--athletic talent (soccer player, this one).
I AM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT!
Not to mention that for the last 3 weeks, Ms. Karen and Laura have teased me about Tucker having a crush on me...well, they were in different spirits today--my thoughts are that HE is also back together with HIS old girlfriend, since Ann overheard Tucker say "yeah, hannah and I are going to lunch together." O
And what kind of girl is this one?? OH YES, you guessed it--stick thin, beautiful brunette, smart, rich, mature...
I feel like such a Frazzled, ditzy blonde with nothing to offer.
Soemthing about the idea that not only Hunter, but Tucker too, have thought "oh kristie's cool..."and just a few weeks later, after they get to know me more, they go "mmm...nevermind. The old girlfriend was better."
It must be my aura...I give off the "go back to your ex-girlfriend because i'm not as good as her" aura.
I hate feeling like this at work..i hate crying...i hate feeling like i've been used. AND i've been slapped in the face in front of everyone, as Jenny comes up and introduces herself and says "hi there! I"m hunter's girlfriend" and all my co-workers are going "oooooooooooooooooooo...." under their breath becasue they know what happened b/w us.
Too much drama. Too much. I need a break...