this is especially for ms kelli moyer
things have been going on. i dont really like them
i am dealing with a new problem that i have to give my decision by the first of the year.
its alot to think about.
im really stressed out and i need to relax and im trying very hard but sometimes it doesnt work.
im changing for the better and its been alot easier than i expected it to be, although trying to prove it to everyone has been exhausting. i feel like if i do one thing wrong that it doesnt matter everything good that i have done and i have to start it all over again. if im doing all these things that prove that i have changed that maybe people should cut my some slack. idk
this year is not turning out how i expected it to be and it really sucks. im ready for highschool to be done with.
homecoming is this week, although im not going. i know i am completely in love with homecoming and its my thing. i went to homecoming when i had mono last year, that is how bad i wanted to go and how much i like it. and yes i sacraficed it for people. those people should be grateful.
work is getting better, sometimes it feels like im not even in training anymore, other times it feels like i have just started work. i am fitting in well with most of the people, and i have been outgoing. i like being outgoing. work is where i get away from all my stress because im always doing something there.
i need a clean slate and some faith.
i am dealing with a new problem that i have to give my decision by the first of the year.
its alot to think about.
im really stressed out and i need to relax and im trying very hard but sometimes it doesnt work.
im changing for the better and its been alot easier than i expected it to be, although trying to prove it to everyone has been exhausting. i feel like if i do one thing wrong that it doesnt matter everything good that i have done and i have to start it all over again. if im doing all these things that prove that i have changed that maybe people should cut my some slack. idk
this year is not turning out how i expected it to be and it really sucks. im ready for highschool to be done with.
homecoming is this week, although im not going. i know i am completely in love with homecoming and its my thing. i went to homecoming when i had mono last year, that is how bad i wanted to go and how much i like it. and yes i sacraficed it for people. those people should be grateful.
work is getting better, sometimes it feels like im not even in training anymore, other times it feels like i have just started work. i am fitting in well with most of the people, and i have been outgoing. i like being outgoing. work is where i get away from all my stress because im always doing something there.
i need a clean slate and some faith.