keep your friends close, but your enemies closer...
i need to get this off of my chest, metaphorically speaking u dirty ppl, and this is sorta long and im sorry for it being so long but i needed to say it, or type it w/e, and this isnt to make u feel bad, dont, things like this happen and than they get better and u are glad about what u had to go through to get there
disappointment is worse than anger
pathetic is worse than anger
disappointment is worse than pathetic
i have loads of shit to deal with and this is only the beginning
i am losing friends, i lost my bf
growing apart sucks
i am coming closer to some ppl,
some ppl i didnt want to get close with i did
some ppl are driving me crazy in general
i have issues and i am not going to run away or take the moral issue way out of them, or at least try to
i have no where to run so that doesnt work, cuz trust me there is nothing more i would rather have than to get out of michigan, which is where i dont want to be for the past month, whether it was good or bad times, i didnt want to be here, i dont want to be here now
school has been hell so far,
ppl have been making it hard
teachers have been making it hard
but friends def. have been making it the hardest
it sorta feels like a lesser version of 5th grade, it isnt that bad, like 5th grade was a 10 and this is more of a 5 so yeah, ppl that didnt go to svf have no idea what im talking about so yeah
moral issue is a different story, i cant let it happen b/c of homecoming and i cant keep doing that to myself b/c it isnt right and i need to stop for myself in the long run, but it is really hard and some ppl dont understand that and get mad about it but they really need to understand that, and im sorry if u dont agree with what i do, i dont agree with what i do, but it happens and i need u to accept that
losing friends is great, and u all should try it sometime
the looks in the hall are great
the not being invited out to go places with ur friends is even better
and the best part is not even having them talk to you
how could u resist something like that?
im sick of all this drama, it isnt even the first quarter and all this shit is happening, and u wonder why i want to get away now. people need to grow up and get a better grasp on reality. stop thinking about things so much in the future, stop reaching for things that arent there, and stop lying all the time.
and for the record, i am okay or i will be eventually
being jealous kills doesnt it
disappointment is worse than anger
pathetic is worse than anger
disappointment is worse than pathetic
i have loads of shit to deal with and this is only the beginning
i am losing friends, i lost my bf
growing apart sucks
i am coming closer to some ppl,
some ppl i didnt want to get close with i did
some ppl are driving me crazy in general
i have issues and i am not going to run away or take the moral issue way out of them, or at least try to
i have no where to run so that doesnt work, cuz trust me there is nothing more i would rather have than to get out of michigan, which is where i dont want to be for the past month, whether it was good or bad times, i didnt want to be here, i dont want to be here now
school has been hell so far,
ppl have been making it hard
teachers have been making it hard
but friends def. have been making it the hardest
it sorta feels like a lesser version of 5th grade, it isnt that bad, like 5th grade was a 10 and this is more of a 5 so yeah, ppl that didnt go to svf have no idea what im talking about so yeah
moral issue is a different story, i cant let it happen b/c of homecoming and i cant keep doing that to myself b/c it isnt right and i need to stop for myself in the long run, but it is really hard and some ppl dont understand that and get mad about it but they really need to understand that, and im sorry if u dont agree with what i do, i dont agree with what i do, but it happens and i need u to accept that
losing friends is great, and u all should try it sometime
the looks in the hall are great
the not being invited out to go places with ur friends is even better
and the best part is not even having them talk to you
how could u resist something like that?
im sick of all this drama, it isnt even the first quarter and all this shit is happening, and u wonder why i want to get away now. people need to grow up and get a better grasp on reality. stop thinking about things so much in the future, stop reaching for things that arent there, and stop lying all the time.
and for the record, i am okay or i will be eventually
being jealous kills doesnt it