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Honestly I'm done with the bullshit and I'm done with trust. Not that anything happend to make me this way, right now anyway, I just want to save myself a trip of drama. Due to the fact i am outragously gullable, it's hard for me to ever tell when someone is lying. I hate liars! I personally think its harder to live with guilt than face consiquences! but i guess not everyone is like me. I've once again accomplished nothing this week. My days sorta went like this: wakeup to get my brother on the camp bus, go back to sleep, wakeup, lay out, go swimming, shower, sit around, someone come over, walk to wawa come home. not exciting. at all. and im bummed i can't go up to mackenzie's house. my mom sucks. I need to read two books this summer and i have yet to. I need to go get them. urgh. whatever knowing my life ill sit down all day and read them since i don't have a life. Paige's hair is now long and gorgeousss. I suggested she should get extensions. Shes never has long hair before. it's reall nice. Speaking of fake hair, mines falling out and i need new ones. ugh. I need a job, like now. I always say I'm going to look and i never do. I am getting paper today and looking. I honestly don't know how I've made it this far without money in my pocket. Angela's birthday is comming up, 17!!<3 shes soo old noww. I remember wheni was 2 and she was 4. I wish i was still that little. Running up and down the sidewalk with her till the sun went down. Sleeping in her mom's room with walky talkys under our pillows and her reading me a bedtime story from her big book with gold pages. Ohhh man. It is 11:11. WISHHH. haha hmm I'm kinda done wishing for a boy. It's not comming true anytime soon. Boys really really make me mad. Not all boys are scum but most are and some are and you just can't tell. I can never telll :( One day one day. I shall wait. Hopefully the rest of my summer goes well. Ang drives soon so hopefully i go out a lot more. with her. I miss her she works like everyday. blahhh.