Reflecting
So for some reason, my mood became really chilled out today, and I started contemplating things. I've come to a few conclusions:
-I've basically reached my ideal lifestyle, and circumstances of living. My place, my job, my friends, my hobbies, etc, I have everything that I want in a life for the time being. Well, everything aside from romance, but that's only one element missing out of them all, right?
-While the circumstances of my life have cosmically aligned, as a person I think I've regressed. I can remember being a much nicer person a few years ago. I'm ashamed of what I've done and said to certain people, and what I've thought of others. In addition to this, my resistance to my vices (gluttony, envy, sloth) has weakened, and I can say that I'm less of a person now than I was at one point.
Those are the conclusions I've come to. While the circumstances of my life have reached my ideal, as a person, I am nowhere near the kind of person I can (and wish) to be.
I think I'm going to start working on that.
-I've basically reached my ideal lifestyle, and circumstances of living. My place, my job, my friends, my hobbies, etc, I have everything that I want in a life for the time being. Well, everything aside from romance, but that's only one element missing out of them all, right?
-While the circumstances of my life have cosmically aligned, as a person I think I've regressed. I can remember being a much nicer person a few years ago. I'm ashamed of what I've done and said to certain people, and what I've thought of others. In addition to this, my resistance to my vices (gluttony, envy, sloth) has weakened, and I can say that I'm less of a person now than I was at one point.
Those are the conclusions I've come to. While the circumstances of my life have reached my ideal, as a person, I am nowhere near the kind of person I can (and wish) to be.
I think I'm going to start working on that.