new resolve
Recent developments have frustrated me to a point where my natural tendency towards laziness has been overpowered by some sort of inner fire that is burning rather hot right now. You know that inner peace and self confidence that one SHOULD have naturally, but usually comes from the acceptance/affectionis of a romantic partner? I'm sick of missing it, and don't like the idea of relying on another person to make me like myself.
I'm going to see about improving my physical form to a point where I can achieve that sort of peaceful self-confidence without anyone's help. And hey, if it doesn't have the desired effect of improving my natural confidence, it should atleast improve my chances of attracting someone who would do that anyway.
So! Time to punish my taste buds by abstaining from rich, delicious food and the vital caffeine, and punish my body by forcing it to perform and improve its abilities. I promise, I won't go and crash-diet again. I may be dumb, but I'm not completely insane - I'll atleast get a PS2 so I can play DDR in workout mode.
I'm going to see about improving my physical form to a point where I can achieve that sort of peaceful self-confidence without anyone's help. And hey, if it doesn't have the desired effect of improving my natural confidence, it should atleast improve my chances of attracting someone who would do that anyway.
So! Time to punish my taste buds by abstaining from rich, delicious food and the vital caffeine, and punish my body by forcing it to perform and improve its abilities. I promise, I won't go and crash-diet again. I may be dumb, but I'm not completely insane - I'll atleast get a PS2 so I can play DDR in workout mode.