hold your head high, heavy heart.
So basically this morning I got a rude awakening. Christina and I just haven't been talking at all except for "good morning", "bye", and "hi". Ever since I broke down and told her everything that I felt, things haven't been the same. I thought it might help but it definitly made things worse.
It's so weird how someone can have such an effect on you when neither of you say more than 3 words to eachother a day. I feel this tension just being in the same room with her. No words. I get a heavy feeling in my chest and like a nervous stomache.
But yeah this morning my little brother Jacob came home from fishing with my dad and was already mad at me for some reason. I asked him what was wrong and he said "I heard mom say that you hated her this morning" ps, he's 5. That alone made me feel like shit. Some things have got to change and be said but I have a really hard time working out problems with her. I think she should be the adult and step up.
??? I don't know what to do anymore.