new years
I fucked up.
I hate myself right now.
& I am tired of people judging me.
If I am making the wrong decisions, or what you think are the wrong decisions get over it.
Let me make my own mistakes.
I'm learning from them slowly.
I KNOW that I fucked up again.
I know I made a bad choice, you don't need to be there reminding me.
Let it go, let it be.
Let me fucking handle my own life.
I'm not angry at anyone but myself, I just don't want friends who judge me.
Let me do what I am going to do.
I'm trying, I am.
My new years resolution, I just decided, is to be a better person.
To make better, smarter choices.
To have more respect for myself, and make people respect me.
But let me do it on my own terms, not yours.
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