my new philosophy...
I'm procrastinating right now... something i really shouldn't be doing... I have 3 of my girls in the dorm and it's wonderful... one is sleeping, one is reading outside, and the other is doing homework... it's almost like they're not here... i have to clean my room, pack up my summer clothes, finish a paper, print off some stuff for tomorrow, and dream about how wonderful it will be to curl up in my bed at 11:05 tonight... but alas i find myself sitting here lacking the motivation to get anything done...
it's 8 and i'm in one of my "i really want to go to sleep early tonight" moods... i think that tomorrow i'm just going to crash...
i've decided that i'm going to try really hard to take a positive approach to my job... yes it sucks that i can't live my life and sleep when i want to (all those years that i suffered from insomnia are catching up to me) and that they fired our principal and hired a new one who stated today that his vision of this school is that it will one day (in five years) be a prep school (wtf? - yes emotionally fucked up teenagers succeeding in a prep school is this mans vision)... i was not impressed to say the least by his "yay i have a new job speech" to the staff this morning, nor were most of my comrads, but you know what?... i don't give a shit anymore... i'm doing my time until i'm certified or i get a better postition here... i don't like to think of it like that, but i really am done being a dormstaff and i want administration... badly... my new attitude: each day brings me closer to salvation... holla!... i have until june to decide what i want to do... masters and grove? or something else?... we'll see... but from now on i'm going to be positive and share the funny stories about the fucked up kids i live and work with... it's truly entertaining and i'm going to focus on that a little bit more...
now maybe i should get some work done...
it's 8 and i'm in one of my "i really want to go to sleep early tonight" moods... i think that tomorrow i'm just going to crash...
i've decided that i'm going to try really hard to take a positive approach to my job... yes it sucks that i can't live my life and sleep when i want to (all those years that i suffered from insomnia are catching up to me) and that they fired our principal and hired a new one who stated today that his vision of this school is that it will one day (in five years) be a prep school (wtf? - yes emotionally fucked up teenagers succeeding in a prep school is this mans vision)... i was not impressed to say the least by his "yay i have a new job speech" to the staff this morning, nor were most of my comrads, but you know what?... i don't give a shit anymore... i'm doing my time until i'm certified or i get a better postition here... i don't like to think of it like that, but i really am done being a dormstaff and i want administration... badly... my new attitude: each day brings me closer to salvation... holla!... i have until june to decide what i want to do... masters and grove? or something else?... we'll see... but from now on i'm going to be positive and share the funny stories about the fucked up kids i live and work with... it's truly entertaining and i'm going to focus on that a little bit more...
now maybe i should get some work done...