Long Day
well my bro came to town i aven't seen him in 3 years. Damn i missed him. today i went to the beach with justin(my bro) kari and our friend brittney. We were just chillin down in mission and shootin the breeze.Logans finally talking to me. well he was drunk when he did and kinda said some fucked up shit thats been messin with my head. im not taking the shit he said to heart.he either wasn't goin to remember what he was going to say or he would pretend he wouldn't remember.so i'm tryin to pretend i didn't hear him say that shit.I hate the goddamn way i feel right now.why do guys gotta play games? i hate this bullshit i just want a good realtionship with a good guy and i thought if i waited it would come to me.i thought i found it but i guess i shouldn't have thought that it has coem back to kick me in the ass.IHATE HATE HATE the way i feel right now over this bullshit its just toying with me head. i don't know what anybody else thinks or feels no one will tell me. i open up and they close me out.what the fucks that about????? anyways this shit is boring. so im gonna go and dwell im my thoguhts.later