The thoughts of being Forgotten
Before i continue i might say i have like completely forgot where i was going with this , one version ended with the iced wine on the counter and a note from tatsumi but id scrapped that for a much better ending but ive forgotten it -_- ... Best case scenario ill remember it and repost this story finished .:D but for now its .... I cant think of a word for it ... Discombobulated lets just say that for now.
Morinaga sat on the floor thinking ""of course to senpai matsuda's place is home to him. So of course it's natural for him to come here first""
" Maaa ... well then... I'll just get going" Morinaga halfheartedly laughed
Souichi and kanako stopped their bickering and looked towards Morinaga who was starting to stand.
" But Morinaga -saaaan!! You can't go hoooome!! Tonight's Niisan's welcome home party!!That's why I called you!" kanako whined pulling down on morinagas arm ( and leaning backwards and gripping morinagas arm)
" Ah..."
"Yes please stay and have dinner with us" Matsuda-san said.
" mmh...okay" Morinaga sighed in defeat as he smiled lightly down at Kanako who had attached herself to his arm. He then looked towards his senpai who had already returned to sating his *alcholic needs his head not even turning to look at Morinaga as he looked over towards him. "" He-He really doesn't love me- NO!!!"" Morinaga thoought shaking his head fighting back the tears pricking at his eyes ""Don't think such thoughts here .I might worry sen- heh no it'd probably be Kanako who would worry over me more ...."" Morinaga stopped knowing where his thoughts were leading and went and sat at the table and ate.
" OH! I almost forgot , Sou-kun , Souiji-san called" Matsuda said cheerily.
" Eh? The old man , whats he want?"
" Well he said he may be able to come back for a time and stay ."
" Father's decided to come back!? We have to hurry and tell tomoe niisan!!!" kanako beamed .
" Then we can have a family get together here back at home!!" Kanako exclaimed . Souichi commented saying something about the get together idea bug Morinaga didn't hear it. He felt an invisible force squeezing (at )his heart ""at home...." the thought filled with such sorrow came to his mind. His mind became a turmoil. He then stood up , forcing a smile "Umm Senpai I'm gonna head home for the day" he said as cheerily as he could at that moment " Huh ? Why?" Souichi turned around to look at his kouhai a questioning look on his face. " ah well I feel a little dizzy -" Morinaga began " Well then you probably ate to much , ya idiot. Either that or you drank to much." Souichi interrupted taking another sip of his beer. " Well actually my health hasn't been all that well lately an-" Morinaga was cut off again " Morinaga-kun if your sick i could pull out the futon upstairs -"Matsuda said a kinda worried expression on her face." Oh!! No no no it's fine and I have university tomorrow so- I think if I go home and rest I'll be ok." Morinaga quickly and rather abashedly said.
" Ok bye Kanako ."
"Be careful Morinaga-san"
" I will." Morinaga smiled lightly down at the girl then turned around and started walking down the dark street towards the apartment [he was sharing with his senpai] but he didn't get far when he heard a familiar voice calling his name behind him
" Senpai? What're you doing?"
"I'm coming back to the apartment with you ."
"But why? It's your night tonight go back and celebrate with your sister ( family) "
Souichi sort of glared at him and it took Morinaga a few seconds to understand why but then he realized he was kind of telling Tatsumi what to do but he didn't hear any foul words spewing from his loves mouth ,but instead said love just turned his head back straight and kept walking " Maa I can always visit them again tomorrow and besides I don't have any clean clothes in my suit case." Souichi said
"But senpai you could've washed them at matsuda's ."Morinaga replied
" Ya but I'm tired and with Kanako asking about what I did there and what it was like I probably won't be able to get a wink of sleep" Souichi groaned out thinking how bothersome his little sister could get.
Morinaga chuckled alittle " Yeah ... I guess you're right."
Souichi unlocked the door letting himself in first as Morinaga followed.
""I'm home "" Souichi thought looking around the apartment . Souichi was startled by the sudden sound of his kouhai's voice " Nee Senpai I'm gonna go take my shower now ."
" Nnn" Souichi grunted back as he began to head towards his room.
Souichi set down his stuff in his room then headed back to the living room and sat himself down on the couch waiting for the man to get out of the shower.
As Morinaga came out of the bathroom he was surprised to see his senpai sitting there on the couch sprawled out and snoozing "" Well I guess it's only natural seeing how it must've been a long flight "" Morinaga thought " Nee Senpai ! I'm out of the shower !" Morinaga yelled over from the bathroom doorway. Souichi groggily looked over at him glasses askew on his face " Ah Sankyu." he mumbled "mmh" Morinaga nodded back smiling.
Souichi buttoned up the last bit of his pajamas and headed out of the bathroom , the living room and morinaga's room was dark
"" Hnn. Guess he's already asleep "" he thought as he started heading back to his room . *Hic!* Souichi stopped abruptly at hearing the sound he was now directly infront of Morinaga's room "" What was that? Was he-no why would h-"" *sniff Hic!* Souichi's eyes widened and he leaned closer to the door putting his ear up against it .
" *sniff * *sniff* kuso!" Morinaga whispered "" I'm to loud senpai may hear me !! I don't want him to see me like this!! Not again."" Morinaga thought as he covered his mouth trying to stifle his sobs.
Morinaga had been sobbing to loud for him to hear the door opening and hear the surprised gasp of a certain long haired blonde who was standing in his doorway .
" Mori.... Naga" Souichi mouthed as he slowly moved forward
* = note i wasnt calling him an alcholic ( though he probably is ) i was just saying he was sating his need for an alcholic beverage.
[ just thought that button thinh said pubic -_-* kinda my reaction totally my friends reaction]
Morinaga sat on the floor thinking ""of course to senpai matsuda's place is home to him. So of course it's natural for him to come here first""
" Maaa ... well then... I'll just get going" Morinaga halfheartedly laughed
Souichi and kanako stopped their bickering and looked towards Morinaga who was starting to stand.
" But Morinaga -saaaan!! You can't go hoooome!! Tonight's Niisan's welcome home party!!That's why I called you!" kanako whined pulling down on morinagas arm ( and leaning backwards and gripping morinagas arm)
" Ah..."
"Yes please stay and have dinner with us" Matsuda-san said.
" mmh...okay" Morinaga sighed in defeat as he smiled lightly down at Kanako who had attached herself to his arm. He then looked towards his senpai who had already returned to sating his *alcholic needs his head not even turning to look at Morinaga as he looked over towards him. "" He-He really doesn't love me- NO!!!"" Morinaga thoought shaking his head fighting back the tears pricking at his eyes ""Don't think such thoughts here .I might worry sen- heh no it'd probably be Kanako who would worry over me more ...."" Morinaga stopped knowing where his thoughts were leading and went and sat at the table and ate.
" OH! I almost forgot , Sou-kun , Souiji-san called" Matsuda said cheerily.
" Eh? The old man , whats he want?"
" Well he said he may be able to come back for a time and stay ."
" Father's decided to come back!? We have to hurry and tell tomoe niisan!!!" kanako beamed .
" Then we can have a family get together here back at home!!" Kanako exclaimed . Souichi commented saying something about the get together idea bug Morinaga didn't hear it. He felt an invisible force squeezing (at )his heart ""at home...." the thought filled with such sorrow came to his mind. His mind became a turmoil. He then stood up , forcing a smile "Umm Senpai I'm gonna head home for the day" he said as cheerily as he could at that moment " Huh ? Why?" Souichi turned around to look at his kouhai a questioning look on his face. " ah well I feel a little dizzy -" Morinaga began " Well then you probably ate to much , ya idiot. Either that or you drank to much." Souichi interrupted taking another sip of his beer. " Well actually my health hasn't been all that well lately an-" Morinaga was cut off again " Morinaga-kun if your sick i could pull out the futon upstairs -"Matsuda said a kinda worried expression on her face." Oh!! No no no it's fine and I have university tomorrow so- I think if I go home and rest I'll be ok." Morinaga quickly and rather abashedly said.
" Ok bye Kanako ."
"Be careful Morinaga-san"
" I will." Morinaga smiled lightly down at the girl then turned around and started walking down the dark street towards the apartment [he was sharing with his senpai] but he didn't get far when he heard a familiar voice calling his name behind him
" Senpai? What're you doing?"
"I'm coming back to the apartment with you ."
"But why? It's your night tonight go back and celebrate with your sister ( family) "
Souichi sort of glared at him and it took Morinaga a few seconds to understand why but then he realized he was kind of telling Tatsumi what to do but he didn't hear any foul words spewing from his loves mouth ,but instead said love just turned his head back straight and kept walking " Maa I can always visit them again tomorrow and besides I don't have any clean clothes in my suit case." Souichi said
"But senpai you could've washed them at matsuda's ."Morinaga replied
" Ya but I'm tired and with Kanako asking about what I did there and what it was like I probably won't be able to get a wink of sleep" Souichi groaned out thinking how bothersome his little sister could get.
Morinaga chuckled alittle " Yeah ... I guess you're right."
Souichi unlocked the door letting himself in first as Morinaga followed.
""I'm home "" Souichi thought looking around the apartment . Souichi was startled by the sudden sound of his kouhai's voice " Nee Senpai I'm gonna go take my shower now ."
" Nnn" Souichi grunted back as he began to head towards his room.
Souichi set down his stuff in his room then headed back to the living room and sat himself down on the couch waiting for the man to get out of the shower.
As Morinaga came out of the bathroom he was surprised to see his senpai sitting there on the couch sprawled out and snoozing "" Well I guess it's only natural seeing how it must've been a long flight "" Morinaga thought " Nee Senpai ! I'm out of the shower !" Morinaga yelled over from the bathroom doorway. Souichi groggily looked over at him glasses askew on his face " Ah Sankyu." he mumbled "mmh" Morinaga nodded back smiling.
Souichi buttoned up the last bit of his pajamas and headed out of the bathroom , the living room and morinaga's room was dark
"" Hnn. Guess he's already asleep "" he thought as he started heading back to his room . *Hic!* Souichi stopped abruptly at hearing the sound he was now directly infront of Morinaga's room "" What was that? Was he-no why would h-"" *sniff Hic!* Souichi's eyes widened and he leaned closer to the door putting his ear up against it .
" *sniff * *sniff* kuso!" Morinaga whispered "" I'm to loud senpai may hear me !! I don't want him to see me like this!! Not again."" Morinaga thought as he covered his mouth trying to stifle his sobs.
Morinaga had been sobbing to loud for him to hear the door opening and hear the surprised gasp of a certain long haired blonde who was standing in his doorway .
" Mori.... Naga" Souichi mouthed as he slowly moved forward
* = note i wasnt calling him an alcholic ( though he probably is ) i was just saying he was sating his need for an alcholic beverage.
[ just thought that button thinh said pubic -_-* kinda my reaction totally my friends reaction]