Honestly...
when you say you'll be here for me, i dont belive you.
when you say that our friendship means alot to you, i dont belive you.
Id like to, try and belive me, i do.
however when i think about you or the things that have happend between us, i die alittle inside.
you think every thing is fine, im sure of this.
you'll read this as just another emo poem, though its not.
i cant read how you feel, or rather im afraid to try.
Afraid to try because i know i cant, wont, and couldnt ever mean as much to you as id like
i take the back burner to some one whom no matter what i couldnt hate.
you cant read me, or i try not to let you.
for frear you'll see what i am,
see how i truly feel.
if you knew ....
i dont think youd see me the same,
saw what a failure i am,
how ugly i can truly be,
if only you could read me...
but you cant read me.
(you may think its about you right?.. well no, its not..or is it?..nah its not. just basicly a spew of emotions from me. :/ ... i dont mean all the things ive said here, jus as an fyi, hehe)
when you say that our friendship means alot to you, i dont belive you.
Id like to, try and belive me, i do.
however when i think about you or the things that have happend between us, i die alittle inside.
you think every thing is fine, im sure of this.
you'll read this as just another emo poem, though its not.
i cant read how you feel, or rather im afraid to try.
Afraid to try because i know i cant, wont, and couldnt ever mean as much to you as id like
i take the back burner to some one whom no matter what i couldnt hate.
you cant read me, or i try not to let you.
for frear you'll see what i am,
see how i truly feel.
if you knew ....
i dont think youd see me the same,
saw what a failure i am,
how ugly i can truly be,
if only you could read me...
but you cant read me.
(you may think its about you right?.. well no, its not..or is it?..nah its not. just basicly a spew of emotions from me. :/ ... i dont mean all the things ive said here, jus as an fyi, hehe)