Jul 31, 2002 02:34
*sighs* Where to begin? Life has been so hectic, it's been absolutely nuts.
Filming started again for Gilmore about a month ago, so that caused me to be back in LA. Not that I mind, because NY was getting a little lonely. After Tom's mom died, he hasn't been around since, so it was really no sense in staying there. Not as though it was possible, can't exactly fly to LA everyday now can I? *laughs* So I packed up and left NY, I left behind a lot of things there, a lot of memories. I still remember our first night in the apartment....*laughs* memories. I'm...not going back. I made the decision last month when I moved out here, going back is almost pointless. I have nothing to stay there for. I moved there with Tom, he's gone now with Shakira. I put college on a haitus until life calms down a little. LA is just more practicle for me right now. *sighs* I don't know.
Filming for Tuck, Everlasting finished up last month, and I'm really excited about it. It's going to be my first big motion picture. I'm really nervous though too *laughs* It was a really good experience, I worked with some amazing actors and actresses, I felt honored to be there. I guess we just have to cross our fingers and hope for the best now. *smiles*
So yes, I'm in LA, it's a change, but not so much all at the same time. I have a cute studio apartment. It's nice, it's a little smaller than the one I had in NY, for obvious reason. One of those being, I am living alone. *laughs*
I really miss Noah, a lot. Love is such a powerful thing and sometimes I just hate it. I hate being away from him, it drives me crazy. But I'm not going to whine and turn into a sap. I do that enough elsewhere. *sighs* Noah, if you read this, I miss you, and I love you.
I'm going to go crawl into bed with a good book. Goodnight.
~Lexi