Fluf- er Happyness PLEASE (out of timeline)
It has been a few hours sense Lex had witnessed B lead L away somewhere. He hadnt objected- because really, what right did he have? L loved B- loved him first, and hadnt seen him in ages. Sure, he really didnt like the fact that they(most likely) had been having séx or some other form of fornification behind his back- but they had a right to. They
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...I suppose thats just another reason for that to be thankful to that room, mm?
Another breath of smoke leaves his mouth, blown away from him and L and towards the open door. His one hand pets the pink locks fondly while the other holds the burning stick out of his mouth a moment contemplatively.
...I hope so, L. I... really would háte it if it wont.
The cigarette returns to his mouth, a very short drag taken from it.
I- Im not angry at you L... just the situation. Its... difficult to say the least. Im not about to kick you out for something you had no control over... though, I suppose you will have to alternate between B's and my room, hm?
Unintentional as it is, his last sentence was slightly bitter, unable to be held back completely even with the toxins covering his mind. As a slight, silent apology he rubs the spot directly behind L's ear gently as he pets him.
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(He doesn't mind the smoking at all, honestly. It was something Lex needed, and Pink was willing to give him that, because god knew he owed it to him. A soft contented noise escapes him when Lex starts to pet his hair. He closes his eyes and snuggles closer, curling up on Lex's lap and tangling his hand in Lex's shirt.)
... Still. I'm sorry. I didn't... I don't want to leave you. It doesn't change anything. I still love you. So much.
(His grip tightens a little when he hears the bitter tone. He whispers, pleadingly:)
Please... don't talk like that... I don't think I can handle it right now.
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I... im sorry L... I didnt mean to upset you...
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It's okay. It isn't your fault that I'm a little unstable.
(He sighs himself, and says simply:)
I don't know what to do, Lex.
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Lex breaths in L's sent deeply, just wanting to hold and cuddle L this time- nothing more. Besides- he really wasnt found of the though of fonifiction with L so soon after L had done so with B- not with how messed up the situation was already.
Neither do I L... not really.
He plays with the pink strands in his fingers.
...The simplest solution would be to share you... but... that would only work temporally.
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(Pink just wants to sit there, and be held. He's too tired to attempt sex at the moment anyway, both physically and mentally, and besides, he wasn't too fond of the idea either. It'd be awkward... and L felt like a slut enough all ready.
He doesn't answer for a long moment, and then... then Lex speaks, and he laughs, this time having his own tone of bitterness.)
Share me...
I can't do that. You're right. It's... it's too hard, like that.
(A small noise, something like slight distress, though it's muffled by Lex's shirt.)
I feel like a whore as it is.
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He doesnt like that his bitterness seems to have transfered to L, and lifts L's face from his chest so that he may kiss him chastely, staring intently into his eyes.
L... You will never be a whóre L- never have been.
Still... we need a solution...
He hugs L against him again, contemplative.
...Was it like this before L? With you and B and Luxaki?
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I know... I'm just being silly, I suppose.
(He chews his thumb a bit, and then answers:)
A little. It was similar, but Luxaky was the one being shared... it turned violent between B and myself. We fought, he stabbed me with a screwdriver and beat the crap out of me, then left me to die.
I almost did die, too... except for the Assistant saved me.
(He clings closer at this point, both hating and loving that he could remember.)
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