Nov 01, 2003 04:05
when did life suddenly get good? maybe it has been for a while now and I was just too stubburn to realize. It dawned on me tonight while I was sitting there with some of my best friends at our little party, drinking stuff I didn't pay for (thank you ryan!) and having a good time. I'm closest now with certain friends compared to a couple of years ago, we have great guy friends who buy us stuff when we want it (thank you for the donuts!), and everyone is happy and healthy. what more can you ask for? lauren- mike and his friends are really cool, tomorrow should be fun! I also FINALLY know where I want to go to school next year and what I want to do as a career. things couldn't be better.... :) it's a load off of my shoulders.
I don't know if anyone reads this besides high school friends, but if any emu people read this, I have a couple of things to say....... I started writing in this thing because I was bored in a high school computer class and I've kept it going. It's just been going on for so long that I can't seem to stop. It may be childish, but I don't want to stop doing it because I have this record of the last 3 and 1/2 years of my life. I'm not blaming anyone for the recent comments that I've gotten....truth is, I don't really care. It's just hard to know who to trust or what to believe because so many things are being said. I find it sad because for the past 3 years I've been able to write how I feel in this and not have to worry about someone attacking what I say. I'm sorry that it has been ruined..... It's not worth my time to think about it. I just hope whoever has been writing it knows that my life won't be affected by a couple of silly comments. If anything, it's been entertainment. so thank you for that.
I hope everyone had a happy halloween....have a fun and safe weekend! lots of love! XOXO