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I think one of the worst feelings is not being able to tell someone why you're feeling the way you do at a specific time. Even worse might be not knowing why you're having them yourself. I feel aweful - I can't tell anyone why or what it does or doesn't have to do with. I can't make anyone understand how it is to be me right now or how I'm perceiving things that are happening around me. I can't let you inside of my head. I don't even know if I'm inside of my head. I just know something's just not right and I'm ready for this 'feeling' to end.