May 02, 2005 18:59
Dear Journal,
i got my prom shoes, they're sweet. i got them from my grandma's closet. she's sweet. prom is on saturday and i'm sleeping at amanda's afterwards with everyone and i'm amped about it. my mom gave in i guess. she also found out about my 67. so gretchen, please disreguard the wonderful note i gave you plotting my death. i didn't go to school today. i'm listening to an everytime i die//sage francis mix. how spectacular. i have have have have to write my english paper today meh well tomarrow. i'll get no sleep that night. last night i fell asleep around 1030. how amazing. the most sleep i've gotten in weeks. i woke up at 1230 too. i really enjoy the incredibles. i've watched it atleast 6 times. kurt's prom is next friday. he has news for me but he never told me what it was, i hope its about his alcohol intake. i've been feeling rather, well feeling nothing. confused if anything. i miss cari scoppa a lot. oh well. i want to start hanging out with my friends now. idk steph and britt made me miss things. i want summer. i want everything that is implied with summer. i looong for summer. summer summer summer. freedom freedom friends friends friends. work work work. fun fun fun. drugs drugs drugs. hahaha. not so much. but i want summer. i want my north carloina pier. my mom told me chances slim of having it this year. made me sad. i want to drive. i used to think it was death but lately, i want to drive everywhere. i'm going to save up for a car and learn stick and just drive everywhere this summer. roadtrips anyone? let's plan one to likee..virgina. or something. i want my cottage. i want epople to come to my cottage with me. it's magnificent there. anyone want to plan with me for sumemr? i want summer. i want to be tan. i want that... feeling.
i'm greedy.
Love, Alexandraaa