Jan 18, 2005 20:08
I hate it when i'm trying to have an intellectual conversation with my mother and sister and they completely shun me out. When i speak, they over power my voice by projecting theirs louder. It's as if what i have to say has no importance to the subject, that i don't fully understand what they or i am talking about. My mother and sister are very intelligent and when i try to talk with them i feel ignorant. For once i wish they would open their eyes notice that im not the dunce that i was before. I read and understand things that used to be of no importance to me so the knowledge that i should have gained was lost thanks to my stupidity. Not anymore. I appreciate my knowledge now more than ever. It gives me the convidence to join in and speak up in conversations. Now enough with my futile attempts to sound intelligent.
On a never ending path, my solitary heart walks.
In the death of night your touch hunts my nightmares.
Your words puncture my chest, releasing my blood to be touched by air.
Cold and breathless i lay in a deep slumber.
Never again let a single strain of color glide past my eyes.