up here away from that
yeah so i seen brent and it wasnt a good thing i miss him alot now that i thought a bout it i get scared and again i leave now instead of 14 hrs away im only and hour and a half but that still keeps me away from him and wantign to see him but he helped that by being a totla ass to me lol uhh idk im doing good its jsut hard but no one said life was easy i seen the babys mikle and maylee omg i wanted to cry but i held it in and hear them call me aunt lexi when i no that amber gets to be around them gets at me bad ill be ok but right now it sux ass i wish it didnt end or not liek this atleast uhhhh idk know anymore i was all depressed but that get boring lol so i gave up adn now im adaquite but still not 100% happy beign with friends helps sooo much and knowing theres other ppl out there is nice and there is anouther guy but we both arnt ready for a big realtionship well i no im not lol but any way ooo i think im getting the ol lip peirce lol o god !!