Rather feel pain than nothing at all
This is my origonal character: Amarante
I came up with this character a few months ago and slowly in my heads its been developing. Its actually an interesting story. In my head that is, but Im afraid if I explain it, it wont sound as interesting.
But oh well here goes! (you don't have to read this! Its full of bad grammar and spelling erros!)
Amarante Means "the flower that never fades" Fitting for my character who has three persona's and a deep fear of herself and other people.
The fan in her hand is something she carries everywhere. And the people in her mind carry them too. The people in her mind are actually different sides of her. Well really she splits herself up into three people in her mind:
Anger, Gentle and Apathy.
Anger uses the fan to beat gentle into submission while apathy keeps anger in check and maintains control of the body most of the time.
As her life progresses and she falls deeper into her mind she starts to refer to herself as "we" and "us" rather than me or I.
She is afraid of people because she was often bullied as a child, this was how gentle was born. Gentle is Kind hearted and sweet. But she is also very cowardly and prone to crying alot. Though Gentle does not control the body as much as she'd like as Anger often beats down her idea's. Literally. I don't know if you've tried this, but fans hurt!
Anger was born out of her hate for people and Insecurities. Anger doesn't believe that "they" are loved and that if "they" are to survive they must hate the world forever and cause pain to those who have made "them" feel pain.
Apathy was born out of what they learned at school really. She is more subdued than the others, but she doesn't state her actions or her thoughts. Rather she just acts upon them and carries them out herself.
well anyway thats the basic plot. It all going down well until, she meets a boy who is willing to be there for her. Because no one else will. He saves her and pulls her back into one. The whole point is. You don't need every body, you just need some one to notice you.