Even if you know they’re bad, a person can’t defeat loneliness…”

[lexi_da_free]

I've been noticing things these past few days. My eyes. My eyes always look so tiered. I get sleep, I mean real sleep. But they just look so tired. Today, when I woke up I noticed that I might as well have been wearing eye shadow under my eyes. On one of fanpictures Cyn asked why I was wearing make up UNDER my eye. I told her I was wearing no make

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[jaydenrioblue]

Erm. I suggest more sleep. Like seriously - turn off your laptop, and pack it away - put it downstairs. It'll be hard for the first few nights, or weeks, but trust me - you'll soon realize that sleeping is much better. Get a repetitive noise going on - a fan, a CD of crashing waves, I don't know.

And you need to stop lying to yourself. Spend today, or some day, just really going over everything you say about yourself. And don't say - I don't lie to myself because everyone does.

[lexi_da_free]

Yea I have a fan going and I turn off my Laptop and never go on it until like 8 the next day (or 7:10 on school days if I want to go on) But what do you by lying to myself?

[jaydenrioblue]

Yeah but what time do you turn off your laptop? I mean, term 4 last year - I had my fan going and I turned off my laptop and didn't go on until the next night - but I was turning it off at about 1-3 in the morning.

And think for yourself. I'm not going to clarify that - it is different for each person. Generally, if you can't sleep you're thinking about stuff - and if you're thinking about stuff so much it disturbs your sleeping habits then you need to figure out what is going on, and a lot of the time it has to do with you saying something to either yourself, or someone else that you don't believe and your mind is trying to figure out what you do. If you're honest with yourself, and true to yourself, that won't happen as much.

[lexi_da_free]

I go to bed at 10 mostly...If your talking about how I think of myself...well...I know Im not the prettiest flower in the garden...But I know and except that so I don't see why that would be effecting my sleep...

(sorry, I just need to talk you know soz)