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All right pregnancy insomnia, it's time to leave me alone. I was tired at 9:30pm today for the first time in a long, long time. I waited a bit to go to bed around 12:30am and someone apparently tried to get into our apartment because the dog went nuts and I came out to see the cat at the door with his eyes wide open like he was freaked out. So, I stayed up for Ryan to come home. Tried to sleep again at 3am and just tossed and turned until now (5:42am). I close my eyes and then I just think about all of the things that need to be done or that I would REALLY like to change right now.
It's obnoxious. Yes, I need to go buy some new bras and maternity jeans. Yes, I need to find a job. Yes, it would be great to find a house at a decent price so we don't have to live in an apartment anymore. Yes, Ryan needs to get a full-time teaching job (but isn't it great he's been offered a 6 week subbing job that could turn out to be more already?). Yes, I need to kick start my social life because staying at home alone all of the time sucks. Yes, I need to go to that Harry Potter party I promised Brendan I'd go to with him. Yes, I'd like to go back to church and get more involved. Yes, I'd like to have more sex (wtf? Where did THAT one come from, brain?). Yes, I'd like to go to the library. Yes, I'd like to go visit family. Yes, I'd like to get a new hair do and my eyebrows waxed. But GOOD LORD. Can't this all WAIT until a decent time such as 11am or something?
I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND GET UP AT A DECENT TIME LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING.
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO BE NORMAL AGAIN. You know. A job, friends, family time, something to wake up for in the morning. Something. Anything? *bangs her head against the wall*
Will someone please tell my brain to shut UP already?! I'm so tempted to take the old Tylenol PM I have from when we first moved to Yuma.
It's obnoxious. Yes, I need to go buy some new bras and maternity jeans. Yes, I need to find a job. Yes, it would be great to find a house at a decent price so we don't have to live in an apartment anymore. Yes, Ryan needs to get a full-time teaching job (but isn't it great he's been offered a 6 week subbing job that could turn out to be more already?). Yes, I need to kick start my social life because staying at home alone all of the time sucks. Yes, I need to go to that Harry Potter party I promised Brendan I'd go to with him. Yes, I'd like to go back to church and get more involved. Yes, I'd like to have more sex (wtf? Where did THAT one come from, brain?). Yes, I'd like to go to the library. Yes, I'd like to go visit family. Yes, I'd like to get a new hair do and my eyebrows waxed. But GOOD LORD. Can't this all WAIT until a decent time such as 11am or something?
I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND GET UP AT A DECENT TIME LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING.
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO BE NORMAL AGAIN. You know. A job, friends, family time, something to wake up for in the morning. Something. Anything? *bangs her head against the wall*
Will someone please tell my brain to shut UP already?! I'm so tempted to take the old Tylenol PM I have from when we first moved to Yuma.