something...
No one I know has their LJ's anymore..So I guess that's a good/bad thing. What has been going on? Life has it's way of taking un expected turns, doesn't it? Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse. It's good that Jimmy has been clean & sober for almost 7 months now, on the other hand... The trust still isn't there on my end mostly. I spent so many years not trusting him & being lied to, that it's extreamly hard for me to trust that he wont relapse again. I mean I want to trust him, it's mainly taking that wall down that has built up over the years of it all. That's my main problem at the current time....
John, My dear John has been gone now for almost 10 years. I find it hard to believe at times that it's already been that long. I still miss him so much.. But now it's different, Altough it hurts still. I can't cry about it anymore. He's been gone for 10 years, that's a decade. So it's time to let it go, the memories I have will sustain me for a life time. I know he's with me & that's all that matters now.
My bird, I miss her dearly. It's been almost a month now since she was taken & I have no control over it at all any longer. I don't understand how someone can possibly take someone's pet & NOT RETURN HER!! It's beyond wrong. People are fucked up I tell you!!
Okay I'm not going to keep ranting at the moment because I'm tired & need to sleep. So maybe I will start a new tomorrow. Until then Peace~
John, My dear John has been gone now for almost 10 years. I find it hard to believe at times that it's already been that long. I still miss him so much.. But now it's different, Altough it hurts still. I can't cry about it anymore. He's been gone for 10 years, that's a decade. So it's time to let it go, the memories I have will sustain me for a life time. I know he's with me & that's all that matters now.
My bird, I miss her dearly. It's been almost a month now since she was taken & I have no control over it at all any longer. I don't understand how someone can possibly take someone's pet & NOT RETURN HER!! It's beyond wrong. People are fucked up I tell you!!
Okay I'm not going to keep ranting at the moment because I'm tired & need to sleep. So maybe I will start a new tomorrow. Until then Peace~