Long time no hear..

Sep 13, 2005 15:17


Hey there everyone...It's been a while since I posted...So how is everyone doing? It much be hectic at the new store with the move and the rush...How are the online orders? lol...Hey Luce long time no hear I hope your doing okay and I hope that you are enjoying the start of the semester.  As for me, I'm still working at Buildings and Grounds, but am growing very tired of the job, it is so boring, I don't do anything all day and at this point working part time is not appealing to me...I'm trying to find something else that pays better...I started my LSAT classes a couple of weeks ago, it's not going as great as I'd like, there are certain sections of the test I'm having real trouble with...I'm not good with logic or logic games and that's a big part of the test so I'm up s***s creek without  paddle...I'm hoping my cousin can help me with some one on one tutoring...I may be going to the Italian feast on Friday night with my friend Jessica (you met her Lucy), my sister, and her boyfriend...So that should be fun...

Question have you ever seen something that made you question your life? I was talking to my friend on the phone yesterday and she was telling me to check out the AOL profile (for pictures) of an old friend and after seeing all the pictures I became so depressed because these girls and I virtually grew up together and our friendship ended in a bad way...I realized now how much I regret what happened but it's been so long and so much has happened I don't think there's any way to go back and it literally hurt my heart because at one point we were all inseperable...I hate that it all ended and I wish I could go back and erase the past because now that I look at it I don't have much...I mean I really don't have any close friends anymore and that's mainly my own doing...Sometimes I wonder what happened to me, when did I stop trusting people, when did I stop needing people in my life...I pushed them all away until they couldn't be around me any more and at first that's what I wanted and now I just wish I could call them and say hey what's up...Sorry guys this has been bugging me and I guess I needed someone to vent to...
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