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Time to recap back to a few days ago.
Friday night I hung out with Jen and Alex at her house. We started talking about Jesus and how the Romans were so evil because they were crucifying the jews and killing egyptians too, this is what Alex said. And I said I was mad that the jews ordered Jesus to be killed and the romans killed him. (i think thats how it went) and Alex made a funny comment that he heard from the old jew dude from work. He said that the Jews only ordered the wood to make the cross for Jesus, but the Romans did the killing. ANd you know jews, they are always finding a way to make a profit. lol I thought that was funny.
We ended up renting Blood Simple which I thought was kinda boring. Since I was close to Joes house I decided to text him and see if he wanted to come over. He called me back 5 mins later and he came over for a little bit with Crazy Chris. Chris was soo hilarious because he was sooo drunk so he had alot of funny things to say. Then Joe was gonna go, so he asked me if I wanted to come to his house for a beer so I said sure why not, since the movie was boring. Remember this was the first time I had seen him since that Saturday the day before halloween. So I go to his house and I got to see his dog tracy again. I love her! Joe wasnt drunk or anything but Chris was so we were laughing with him the whole time. Then it was getting late so Joe asked me if I wanted to spend the night at his house (his parents were out of town, so it wouldnt matter if i slept there). I didnt want to though bc I didnt bring a toothbrush, and I told my dad I would be home sometime at night. so when Jen came over to bring me my purse, he asked me and I said "Not really" in this really bitchy tone, but i didnt mean for it to come out in a bitchy way. SO when I got in the car, Jen told me that he thought I was mad at him because of that one night we were supposed to chill, he was tired so he went to bed, but then woke up later that night and went out with Archie, so he thought I was mad at him for that. But honestly I didnt care. So while I drove home that night, I called him to clarify that I wasnt mad and I felt bad about sounding like a bitch. So after I did that, we talked for a little and then he said that he it was nice to see me again and he was glad that we chilled. Then he said he would call me the next day. So he called me later that night on saturday when i was leaving fau, but we never chilled. Then I found out on sunday he got his lip pierced. He told me that he would have to take it out because of work, and he forgot about his job until after he had it pierced (moron). So I called him last night and I told him that I really wanted to see it before he had to take it out. So he asked if I wanted to get something to eat, so we went to fridays for some food. He got there early so I saw him sitting a table and I finally saw his lip ring, and it looked really hot. Our time spent together was laughing at stuff and just having a good time. I was talking to him about how someone had asked me what I did saturday night and I didnt remember. and he was like SOMEONE ASKED YOU OUT?! He obviously didnt hear what I had said, but i thought that was cute how he seemed alittle worried when he thought some guy asked me out. When the bill came I asked him what I owed and he insisted that he paid for it. So that was really nice. We went outside and it was really windy and I got cold. The whole time he had a sweater on. So he let me wear one of his sweaters that looked like an huge oversized dress on me lol. 11:30 came around and he had to get home to bed since he wakes up at 6 am every morning. So he gave me a big hug, and I wanted to kiss him so badly but I decided to wait for his move first. But I should of kissed him anyway, because I have a good excuse. Ive never kissed a guy with a lip ring. I was gonna give him back the sweater but he said i could keep it for a while. I seem to think that he probably wants me back, but we shall see.
Moving onto other things. The past few days Ive been really angry about the whole situation with me and Andrew. The fact that he has a girlfriend and what he could have done after he left florida was just making me angry and upset. And for the past few days I would vent out to him becaue I was upset. Last night after seeing Joe I came home to his away message that said "I miss my little girlfriend" after reading that it really pissed me off so I told him that I was taking him off my buddylist. Then he started cursing and I tried telling him how I felt etc. I called him on the phone and there was more yelling and cursing. I told him that what I really wanted was to be with him and have a long distance relationship. Even move up there if that was what it took to make us work out, because all I truly wanted to be with was him. And I was mad at his excuse that the only reason why he wont move down here now is because he doesnt want to pay out of state tuition, even though there is loans and financial aid. It made me feel like us being together wasnt that important to him, or he didnt want it badly. And i also told him that if its gonna take us 2 years until we can financially be together, that its not likely to happen because alot can happen in 2 years. I will have changed, and so will he. Then he said a bunch of stuff too that i can understand why he cant just move down here right now, but he wants to some day. The whole us having relationships was bothering me alot to. Because I felt like how can we ever be real if we fall for someone else. It was just all building up and really bothering me. On the phone there was that and more yelling. He was getting pissed at me because I was mad. And then he said something jerky and I dont even remember what it was but I started crying because I was so upset at the whole thing. THe phone convo just really sucked. But after our talk after the yelling I felt better, and I didnt have tension anymore about the whole thing. After that I went to bed and fell asleep with Joes sweater.
Moving onto today. The position for me to become assistant manager came about today at work. I might get the position but I need to think about it more, if Im willing to handle it or not. I would have to work 30, 35 hours a week, which means my class schedule would have to be like the one I have now. I dont want to over due it so Im not sure yet. But the great thing about being assistant is that I would get such an awesome bonus and I would get a really good pay increase. I have tot hink about it. The bad part of this is that Sandra already told Stacy on the phone, so she said that i better want the position otherwise Im gonna look bad. So Im ight be stuck, Id ont know. Stacy was like "ok good just start training her on what she needs to know" all of this happend in the matter of 5 minutes at work lol. ahh craziness.
What else...... oh I had this weird dream last night. the dream was my mother was driving in the car and i was in the passenger seat. my sister was sitting on my dads lap in the back seat and my dads parents were sitting next to him. In the dream there was a big cockroach in the car so my mom grabbed it and meant to throw it out the window but she missed and it landed on the top part of our car thats over our heads. No one knew the roach was still in the car excpet for me. THe cockroach crawled to the back seats, and my dad was sleeping. In the dream I was really scared. My dads head was leaning back since he was asleep, so the cockroach ended up crawling up his nose. And I saw him, and he gripped his face and was kicking the seats as if he was suffering. Everyone was freaking out, and was asking me whats going on, and I was so petrified that I couldnt even speak in the dream, then I woke up. I was telling Sandra my dream today at work, and her interpration of it is that the cockroach symbolizes Joe and that Joe is a bad thing, so i need to forget about him lol. HAHAH! She thinks I should forget about Joe because he hurt me once, and that I should also forget about Andrew since he lives far away. She says that Im going to met so many guys in my life so I should forget about joe and andrew. But no way Im not gonna do that. She can say all she wants lol. I thought her interperetation of the dream was funny though.
What else... oh Daisys birthday is friday. So I have decided that me and her are going to her our noses pierced. Im doing that, and then Im dying my hair back to the dark purplish brownish color. I cant wait!!
love lexy
Friday night I hung out with Jen and Alex at her house. We started talking about Jesus and how the Romans were so evil because they were crucifying the jews and killing egyptians too, this is what Alex said. And I said I was mad that the jews ordered Jesus to be killed and the romans killed him. (i think thats how it went) and Alex made a funny comment that he heard from the old jew dude from work. He said that the Jews only ordered the wood to make the cross for Jesus, but the Romans did the killing. ANd you know jews, they are always finding a way to make a profit. lol I thought that was funny.
We ended up renting Blood Simple which I thought was kinda boring. Since I was close to Joes house I decided to text him and see if he wanted to come over. He called me back 5 mins later and he came over for a little bit with Crazy Chris. Chris was soo hilarious because he was sooo drunk so he had alot of funny things to say. Then Joe was gonna go, so he asked me if I wanted to come to his house for a beer so I said sure why not, since the movie was boring. Remember this was the first time I had seen him since that Saturday the day before halloween. So I go to his house and I got to see his dog tracy again. I love her! Joe wasnt drunk or anything but Chris was so we were laughing with him the whole time. Then it was getting late so Joe asked me if I wanted to spend the night at his house (his parents were out of town, so it wouldnt matter if i slept there). I didnt want to though bc I didnt bring a toothbrush, and I told my dad I would be home sometime at night. so when Jen came over to bring me my purse, he asked me and I said "Not really" in this really bitchy tone, but i didnt mean for it to come out in a bitchy way. SO when I got in the car, Jen told me that he thought I was mad at him because of that one night we were supposed to chill, he was tired so he went to bed, but then woke up later that night and went out with Archie, so he thought I was mad at him for that. But honestly I didnt care. So while I drove home that night, I called him to clarify that I wasnt mad and I felt bad about sounding like a bitch. So after I did that, we talked for a little and then he said that he it was nice to see me again and he was glad that we chilled. Then he said he would call me the next day. So he called me later that night on saturday when i was leaving fau, but we never chilled. Then I found out on sunday he got his lip pierced. He told me that he would have to take it out because of work, and he forgot about his job until after he had it pierced (moron). So I called him last night and I told him that I really wanted to see it before he had to take it out. So he asked if I wanted to get something to eat, so we went to fridays for some food. He got there early so I saw him sitting a table and I finally saw his lip ring, and it looked really hot. Our time spent together was laughing at stuff and just having a good time. I was talking to him about how someone had asked me what I did saturday night and I didnt remember. and he was like SOMEONE ASKED YOU OUT?! He obviously didnt hear what I had said, but i thought that was cute how he seemed alittle worried when he thought some guy asked me out. When the bill came I asked him what I owed and he insisted that he paid for it. So that was really nice. We went outside and it was really windy and I got cold. The whole time he had a sweater on. So he let me wear one of his sweaters that looked like an huge oversized dress on me lol. 11:30 came around and he had to get home to bed since he wakes up at 6 am every morning. So he gave me a big hug, and I wanted to kiss him so badly but I decided to wait for his move first. But I should of kissed him anyway, because I have a good excuse. Ive never kissed a guy with a lip ring. I was gonna give him back the sweater but he said i could keep it for a while. I seem to think that he probably wants me back, but we shall see.
Moving onto other things. The past few days Ive been really angry about the whole situation with me and Andrew. The fact that he has a girlfriend and what he could have done after he left florida was just making me angry and upset. And for the past few days I would vent out to him becaue I was upset. Last night after seeing Joe I came home to his away message that said "I miss my little girlfriend" after reading that it really pissed me off so I told him that I was taking him off my buddylist. Then he started cursing and I tried telling him how I felt etc. I called him on the phone and there was more yelling and cursing. I told him that what I really wanted was to be with him and have a long distance relationship. Even move up there if that was what it took to make us work out, because all I truly wanted to be with was him. And I was mad at his excuse that the only reason why he wont move down here now is because he doesnt want to pay out of state tuition, even though there is loans and financial aid. It made me feel like us being together wasnt that important to him, or he didnt want it badly. And i also told him that if its gonna take us 2 years until we can financially be together, that its not likely to happen because alot can happen in 2 years. I will have changed, and so will he. Then he said a bunch of stuff too that i can understand why he cant just move down here right now, but he wants to some day. The whole us having relationships was bothering me alot to. Because I felt like how can we ever be real if we fall for someone else. It was just all building up and really bothering me. On the phone there was that and more yelling. He was getting pissed at me because I was mad. And then he said something jerky and I dont even remember what it was but I started crying because I was so upset at the whole thing. THe phone convo just really sucked. But after our talk after the yelling I felt better, and I didnt have tension anymore about the whole thing. After that I went to bed and fell asleep with Joes sweater.
Moving onto today. The position for me to become assistant manager came about today at work. I might get the position but I need to think about it more, if Im willing to handle it or not. I would have to work 30, 35 hours a week, which means my class schedule would have to be like the one I have now. I dont want to over due it so Im not sure yet. But the great thing about being assistant is that I would get such an awesome bonus and I would get a really good pay increase. I have tot hink about it. The bad part of this is that Sandra already told Stacy on the phone, so she said that i better want the position otherwise Im gonna look bad. So Im ight be stuck, Id ont know. Stacy was like "ok good just start training her on what she needs to know" all of this happend in the matter of 5 minutes at work lol. ahh craziness.
What else...... oh I had this weird dream last night. the dream was my mother was driving in the car and i was in the passenger seat. my sister was sitting on my dads lap in the back seat and my dads parents were sitting next to him. In the dream there was a big cockroach in the car so my mom grabbed it and meant to throw it out the window but she missed and it landed on the top part of our car thats over our heads. No one knew the roach was still in the car excpet for me. THe cockroach crawled to the back seats, and my dad was sleeping. In the dream I was really scared. My dads head was leaning back since he was asleep, so the cockroach ended up crawling up his nose. And I saw him, and he gripped his face and was kicking the seats as if he was suffering. Everyone was freaking out, and was asking me whats going on, and I was so petrified that I couldnt even speak in the dream, then I woke up. I was telling Sandra my dream today at work, and her interpration of it is that the cockroach symbolizes Joe and that Joe is a bad thing, so i need to forget about him lol. HAHAH! She thinks I should forget about Joe because he hurt me once, and that I should also forget about Andrew since he lives far away. She says that Im going to met so many guys in my life so I should forget about joe and andrew. But no way Im not gonna do that. She can say all she wants lol. I thought her interperetation of the dream was funny though.
What else... oh Daisys birthday is friday. So I have decided that me and her are going to her our noses pierced. Im doing that, and then Im dying my hair back to the dark purplish brownish color. I cant wait!!
love lexy