These past few days have been a bust.
These past few days have been THE WORST of the month.
January 23, was THE WORST OF THE WORST. The first few minutes I stepped in the car to go home, I cried.
The reason is so unfair. I don't like thinking about it, everytime I do, I start to cry. It's so unfair.
The problem + cramming for 5 tests= Not a good mix.
One thing I learned yesterday was that after you cry, you feel much better. Like a weight has been lifted of your shoulders. And another thing, PRAYER DOES THE TRICK. It always does and always will.
Life is so complicated, just when you're looking forward to something so much something bad happens.
I only told two people about it, and I think I'll stick to that number.
Prayers and patience is the appropriate thing to do now.
January 24, I love my mom for helping me out.
Through all the bad things that has happened lately, like failing tests and finding out something that broke my heart and excitement. It is proven that lessons do come with difficulties and struggles.
I know I sound like a total goody goody wuss right now but it's true.
I realized that I really don't thank my mother enough. Though she can be a real pain, and I'm sure she thinks that I'm one too, these days have highlighted that she is so much more than that. She comforted me yesterday and gave me hug, she talked to the cause of my present problem and she took me to the mall and let me go on a small shopping spree. Plus I got my planner today, which was also the doing of my mother. :) She called up Starbucks and made them deliver a copy for me, and I didn't even know she did. Isn't that sweet of her? Lol. Well I found it cool. Hence, as I said, I really don't thank my mother enough. She's there for me all the time and she made these past few days easier to bear. I know one day I'll get in a fight with my mom and woder "WHY THE HELL DID I WRITE THIS ENTRY?" but hey, I'm sure that'll all change again and I'll find out again that my mom really is great.
...Totally... Family senti. WEIRD.
January 23, was THE WORST OF THE WORST. The first few minutes I stepped in the car to go home, I cried.
The reason is so unfair. I don't like thinking about it, everytime I do, I start to cry. It's so unfair.
The problem + cramming for 5 tests= Not a good mix.
One thing I learned yesterday was that after you cry, you feel much better. Like a weight has been lifted of your shoulders. And another thing, PRAYER DOES THE TRICK. It always does and always will.
Life is so complicated, just when you're looking forward to something so much something bad happens.
I only told two people about it, and I think I'll stick to that number.
Prayers and patience is the appropriate thing to do now.
January 24, I love my mom for helping me out.
Through all the bad things that has happened lately, like failing tests and finding out something that broke my heart and excitement. It is proven that lessons do come with difficulties and struggles.
I know I sound like a total goody goody wuss right now but it's true.
I realized that I really don't thank my mother enough. Though she can be a real pain, and I'm sure she thinks that I'm one too, these days have highlighted that she is so much more than that. She comforted me yesterday and gave me hug, she talked to the cause of my present problem and she took me to the mall and let me go on a small shopping spree. Plus I got my planner today, which was also the doing of my mother. :) She called up Starbucks and made them deliver a copy for me, and I didn't even know she did. Isn't that sweet of her? Lol. Well I found it cool. Hence, as I said, I really don't thank my mother enough. She's there for me all the time and she made these past few days easier to bear. I know one day I'll get in a fight with my mom and woder "WHY THE HELL DID I WRITE THIS ENTRY?" but hey, I'm sure that'll all change again and I'll find out again that my mom really is great.
...Totally... Family senti. WEIRD.