live
some times i think is every thing going to be ok ? where am i going to be in 20 year ? will i be married or have a boyfriend? some times i just try to think about what is happening to day because i dont even no if i am going to be here tomarrow its scarie to think about but it is true just to think about death scares me but i dont want to think about that i am 13 .. i want to live as long as i can but i dont want to live n not no what is going on like grandpa doesnt even no who i am i meaan like when he was younger he did now he doesbt no who i am its scares me n i hate it ... but i mean who wants to think about what there going to be inn 20 years we should take one day at a time Righttt?? but it hard for me not to think about what is going to happen ...
w/e i dont even want to think about it
well i been ok today i had fun i have to baby sitt .... tuseday but i was talking to ant n it was funn... ok i am really feelling like shit right now because i am truely like nothing in my family my brothers r soo good at music n shit n i am good at nothing truely my mom n dad always looking down on me grrrrrrr i wishh like i could be at one time be looked up not looked down omg it sucks
w/e i will right tomarrow or later byeee
LeXa
w/e i dont even want to think about it
well i been ok today i had fun i have to baby sitt .... tuseday but i was talking to ant n it was funn... ok i am really feelling like shit right now because i am truely like nothing in my family my brothers r soo good at music n shit n i am good at nothing truely my mom n dad always looking down on me grrrrrrr i wishh like i could be at one time be looked up not looked down omg it sucks
w/e i will right tomarrow or later byeee
LeXa