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ok so i was jsut about to go to sleep (its almost 11 here and im really tired) and i was thinking and i don't really know wuts wrong with me....i feel empty, but im not sure if its a good thing or a bad thing...cause im not really sad about it, i just feel empty...mostly im happy, but there r just those moments when u wish u could b on ur own and shut the world out and b with the people u love...i know thats normal for people to have those feeling sometimes, but i have them a lot...i remember having this feeling b4, and it was about 5 months ago when i just got this weird feeling that something bad had happend and i just didn't know about it...well somehting bad did happend and it hurt me for a long time but im over all that crap now, but im having this feeling that something bad happend and i should know aobut it and not knowing about it is making me feel empty...i don't know if i want to know about it...maybe somehting good happend and i just don't know about it yet...but i have no idea...there are sooo many things i wanna say right now but i don't really know how to say them....have u ever gotten that feeling in the back of ur eyes like u jsut wanna cry, but u don't know wut about, i hate that feeling...my heart hurts, i hope that doesen't mean its about to get hurt...help please