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So....
According to livejournal, I haven't made a post in 12 weeks. That's 3 months. A quarter of a year. I'm not gonna bore anyone crazy enough to read this with the details of everything that happened over that time. I'll just condense it down a lot and you can all beat your heads against a wall at how boring it is afterwards.
I don't know if I mentioned it previously, but my father's wife is pregnant again, last I heard anyway, I haven't received an email from them in quite some time.
Keira finally started to deal with her problems, and decided to take time off uni. She decided to move back to sydney, to be near her friends (and her family, but to a lesser extent) so she can try to work out her life a little. She's currently thinking about studying marine biology at a sydney university next year.
I've decided to take an indefinite amount of time off uni, and decide what I want to do with my life. I've realised that I let so many things go, not least myself, over the last year, and I need to find my center and get myself to where I want to be, not just coast along anymore. So, in the next few months, I'll be moving back to wollongong, or somewhere close to it. I'm currently looking for an apartment or flat. As well as a job to keep me busy while I'm figuring out what I want to do.
My sleeping habits are shot to hell at the moment. I sleep weird hours, and lately, I've been having dreams about people from my past. Which just annoys me. My subconscious should just spend the time I sleep /unconscious/ so I don't have to be annoyed in the morning when I wake up. I've had dreams about people I haven't talked to in anywhere ranging from last year, to up to 3 years ago. I dreamt about Hope the other night (and this morning, after keira left and I went back to sleep) and in it, we just talked. I think I miss her as a friend, which honestly annoys me, since she's the one who's been avoiding talking to me for the last few months.
I finally got around to naming my most recent plushie. He's now named Ohshibaru, after a teddy bear in an anime series I watched the other week. He's bright blue. I also bought keira a 2 foot long hippo as a going away present, the other day. I also gave her my sheep plushie. She moved today, so I've been feeling a little.... despairing.... today. I'm a little scared of being alone again. I began to feel a little like I did my first few months down here. Isolated from everyone and everything I know. It strengthened my resolve to move back to wollongong. Atleast there I have a few friends who I can spend time with. Though, atleast the weather suited my mood today. It's been raining on and off all day and night. Hopefully it keeps up a little longer. (I love having appropriate userpics)
I'm sorry I haven't read anyone's LJ in a while. I'll get to it in the next few days, since it seems I have copious amounts of free time at the moment. I hope everyone's doing well. And if you're not, my thoughts are with you.
Apparently, my atheistic tendencies have gotten worse over the last few months. I refused to speak with a friend who's usually very sweet and very kind, because she made a false argument, about people who aren't christian commiting more crimes than those who do. I honestly wanted to hit her over the head. I settled with throwing the statistics of religions in prisons in her face, and telling her that her brother being in prison and not going to church isn't a cross section of the entire western world. And didn't talk with her for a few days. I lost all respect for her too.
well, I honestly can't think of anything else to write at the moment, so I'm going to go make a cup of tea, then climb in to bed. I've been laying on a beanbag in my living room for too long now.
~Steven
According to livejournal, I haven't made a post in 12 weeks. That's 3 months. A quarter of a year. I'm not gonna bore anyone crazy enough to read this with the details of everything that happened over that time. I'll just condense it down a lot and you can all beat your heads against a wall at how boring it is afterwards.
I don't know if I mentioned it previously, but my father's wife is pregnant again, last I heard anyway, I haven't received an email from them in quite some time.
Keira finally started to deal with her problems, and decided to take time off uni. She decided to move back to sydney, to be near her friends (and her family, but to a lesser extent) so she can try to work out her life a little. She's currently thinking about studying marine biology at a sydney university next year.
I've decided to take an indefinite amount of time off uni, and decide what I want to do with my life. I've realised that I let so many things go, not least myself, over the last year, and I need to find my center and get myself to where I want to be, not just coast along anymore. So, in the next few months, I'll be moving back to wollongong, or somewhere close to it. I'm currently looking for an apartment or flat. As well as a job to keep me busy while I'm figuring out what I want to do.
My sleeping habits are shot to hell at the moment. I sleep weird hours, and lately, I've been having dreams about people from my past. Which just annoys me. My subconscious should just spend the time I sleep /unconscious/ so I don't have to be annoyed in the morning when I wake up. I've had dreams about people I haven't talked to in anywhere ranging from last year, to up to 3 years ago. I dreamt about Hope the other night (and this morning, after keira left and I went back to sleep) and in it, we just talked. I think I miss her as a friend, which honestly annoys me, since she's the one who's been avoiding talking to me for the last few months.
I finally got around to naming my most recent plushie. He's now named Ohshibaru, after a teddy bear in an anime series I watched the other week. He's bright blue. I also bought keira a 2 foot long hippo as a going away present, the other day. I also gave her my sheep plushie. She moved today, so I've been feeling a little.... despairing.... today. I'm a little scared of being alone again. I began to feel a little like I did my first few months down here. Isolated from everyone and everything I know. It strengthened my resolve to move back to wollongong. Atleast there I have a few friends who I can spend time with. Though, atleast the weather suited my mood today. It's been raining on and off all day and night. Hopefully it keeps up a little longer. (I love having appropriate userpics)
I'm sorry I haven't read anyone's LJ in a while. I'll get to it in the next few days, since it seems I have copious amounts of free time at the moment. I hope everyone's doing well. And if you're not, my thoughts are with you.
Apparently, my atheistic tendencies have gotten worse over the last few months. I refused to speak with a friend who's usually very sweet and very kind, because she made a false argument, about people who aren't christian commiting more crimes than those who do. I honestly wanted to hit her over the head. I settled with throwing the statistics of religions in prisons in her face, and telling her that her brother being in prison and not going to church isn't a cross section of the entire western world. And didn't talk with her for a few days. I lost all respect for her too.
well, I honestly can't think of anything else to write at the moment, so I'm going to go make a cup of tea, then climb in to bed. I've been laying on a beanbag in my living room for too long now.
~Steven