Mar 07, 2006 11:05
but men tell me im beautiful all the time.
i dont like it.
every time a man tells me, usually in the midst of some type of passionate embrace of sexual sorts, that i am so beautiful, i kind of feel like i might vomit.
i know that its a compliment, and i should be thrilled.
but i hate it.
i really do.
i like the concept of a man telling me that. i like it in retrospect. but the feeling i have at the very moment he tells me, is sickening.
im fucked up.