last night.

[lewdchinchilla]

was the first night, in a while, which i have not been intoxicated/stoned/medicated.

and reality is fucking painful.

i dont even understand how i get like this.

why i am always like this.

corinthians 13 : though i speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, i have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal

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[voodoo_princess]

"when i was a child, i spoke as a child, i understood as a child, i thought as a child; but when i became a man i put away my childish things.

for now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face."

So that's what that's from..wow. That quote has been with me a long time, but only started to gain meaning a few years ago. Now here iz one for u.

"May you find solace in the gentle arms of sleep
Despite the wolves outside your door
In time you will see them all as harmless
And their idle threats easy to ignore

And if ever fate should choose to smite you
Stand your ground, never walk away
Please don't ever let the world defeat you
Don't get buried in its decay

As you drift into the gauzy realm of dreams
May you take comfort in the thought that you are safe
For it only takes a fraction of a second
For all of this to change

Return to me
When slumber's fog has lifted
Return to me
Stronger than before

As you sink beneath the soothing streams of time
May you be thankful that you had another day
For there comes a time when each of us will enter
A sleep from which we will never wake

And if ever fate should choose to smite you
Stand your ground, never walk away
Please don't ever let the world defeat you
Don't get buried in its decay

Close your eyes now, if only for a moment
For it's time you get some rest
The wolves are gone and nothing here can harm you
Let go of your fragile consciousness"