i love.

[lewdchinchilla]

how i relate most, to two very fucked up characters in 'Angels In America'......

the drama queen gay dying of aids.

and.

the hallucinating vallium addicted housewife.

lovely, non?

i should be sleeping. ive given up on work for tommarow. ive stopped the caring for the night.

i want a lover.

i want the lover i had before, but let slip away.

i dont think it would work well that way.

but i can still want.

im so cold. warm. sad. sick. tired. vomiticious.

im going to go eat some pink stuff.

though id love nothing more than to just swallow a fistful of pills.

but thats just the fucking drama-queen in me.