uhg.
i think he just wants me for sex.
if something seems to good to be true...it probably is.
i should try to reconnect with the 26 year old.
at least he was kind, and genuinely interested in a relationship.
i dont think luke wants a relationship with me.
it wouldnt be the first time.
this is so depressing.
but i dont feel depressed..because nothing has happened..and my life..it just feels...fine. its fine. its not chaotic..its not espescially sad. it will soon be lonely, espescially with emily leaving. but ill still have kayleen..and emily will be down to visit often. this hurts.
im done thinking about that for now.
and ill try to get out of this depressing mood.
tommarow is a new day.
that phrase has no clout. none.
if something seems to good to be true...it probably is.
i should try to reconnect with the 26 year old.
at least he was kind, and genuinely interested in a relationship.
i dont think luke wants a relationship with me.
it wouldnt be the first time.
this is so depressing.
but i dont feel depressed..because nothing has happened..and my life..it just feels...fine. its fine. its not chaotic..its not espescially sad. it will soon be lonely, espescially with emily leaving. but ill still have kayleen..and emily will be down to visit often. this hurts.
im done thinking about that for now.
and ill try to get out of this depressing mood.
tommarow is a new day.
that phrase has no clout. none.