Full circle
So i sit here with my leg shaking, not out of habit, but out of nervousness while unwilling (yet not against) listening to Amon Amarth...
The wait is soon at end
Always charge never bend
Morning is here, make your stand
Live for honor, glory, death in fire!
Total war is here
Face it without fear
Age of sword, age of spear
Fight for honor, glory, death in fire!
I keep procrastinating packing my shit in boxes again.
I really dont want to.
I really dont think i can stand my family.
I really hate to put myself in a position again where people will mentally rip me apart.
So im BEGGING anyone, everyone, SOMEONE to help me out of here...
Any money lent to me would be a crazy amount of help.
That, and how the hell am i going to get my shit moved up north when its time?
Its over 700 dollars to rent a truck...so not gonna work.
I just decided im not going to worry about it.
...no sense it getting myself stressed out about the situation.
I was thinking of kidnapping my friends and taking them with me. We all could get our own place up there for a lot cheaper! yay. lol
If only i could party for the rest of my life like Andy had planned. Oh, if only.
Guess i will fill that destiny as soon as college is out of the way. All i need are those papers stating i went to school and banks will consider loaning me the money i need. Its only a matter of time...But I promised Andy my true devotion to the party and i wont let him down. It wont be long now until everythings complete...
-Sarah
The wait is soon at end
Always charge never bend
Morning is here, make your stand
Live for honor, glory, death in fire!
Total war is here
Face it without fear
Age of sword, age of spear
Fight for honor, glory, death in fire!
I keep procrastinating packing my shit in boxes again.
I really dont want to.
I really dont think i can stand my family.
I really hate to put myself in a position again where people will mentally rip me apart.
So im BEGGING anyone, everyone, SOMEONE to help me out of here...
Any money lent to me would be a crazy amount of help.
That, and how the hell am i going to get my shit moved up north when its time?
Its over 700 dollars to rent a truck...so not gonna work.
I just decided im not going to worry about it.
...no sense it getting myself stressed out about the situation.
I was thinking of kidnapping my friends and taking them with me. We all could get our own place up there for a lot cheaper! yay. lol
If only i could party for the rest of my life like Andy had planned. Oh, if only.
Guess i will fill that destiny as soon as college is out of the way. All i need are those papers stating i went to school and banks will consider loaning me the money i need. Its only a matter of time...But I promised Andy my true devotion to the party and i wont let him down. It wont be long now until everythings complete...
-Sarah