Jun 22, 2005 09:48
*STARTS THROWIN RANDOM SHIT AROUND THE ROOM*
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
So fuckin ANGRY and ANNOIED and UPSET!
PEOPLE ARE STUUUUUUUPID!
The one and only person i thought i ever really caried about turns out never gave a damn AT ALL.
cliche? OF COURSE! thats why it makes sense!!
So fuckin stupid...stupid stupid stupid...
Im starting to wonder if i ever had any good feelings at all. How dare somebody that you share such a long period of time together say that they never felt those emotions at all. they were wrong? i was wrong? what the hell! whats going on around here!!!!!!! I DEMAND TO KNWO!!!!!!!!!!!
oof.
whatever.
fuck you all.
last night i had a dream that i was hanging out with my closest friends i've met through out my little stupid life, and every single one of them sold me out. we were gathered around watching some old guy play a fiddle or some shit when one by one they left me for somebody better. then i got angry, got fucked up, and started climbing this giant pyramid and passed out on some nails on the top floor where i almost fell off. woke up, tried to get down the stairs when all the sudden my legs were numb and i noticed i wasnt walkin down the stairs, i was falling and my legs were bleeding everywhere but i couldnt feel the gravel and shit tear them apart on the way down.
weird as fuck. but oooh so very appropriate.
fuck you.
fuck you all.
-Sarah