I guess Im not enough
Cory broke up with me last night. I still am having a hard time with the why, I don't believe that you stop loving someone in 2 days. I think he's afraid to end up with me forever and nerver get to experience life. WELL DUH! What about me? He's my first love and I know im not his so this is just 10 times harder to process.
I guess his exact words are that I don't have a spark anymore...
It just would have been nice to talk about it before hand so that when he told me last night so it wasn't out of the FUCKING BLUE!
I'm upset for the fact that I love him and hes just over it, or hidding it so this didn't sound bad.
A relationship is hard work you get what you put into it. Im sorry I never told him that. Im sorry for a lot of things.
I was talking to my parents last night and my dad says to me "you'll never stop loving cory, you'll just eventually find someone who thinks you are just as wonderful as Cory once did"
I don't want this to sound like a bash fest, not at all. I truely want to be friends with Cory adn move on at the same time. Its gonna be hard and whatnot but at the same time I don't need everyone of our mutual friends to hate or disrespect Cory for what happend.
I just don't know what to do from here or what to do. IM LOST...
I guess his exact words are that I don't have a spark anymore...
It just would have been nice to talk about it before hand so that when he told me last night so it wasn't out of the FUCKING BLUE!
I'm upset for the fact that I love him and hes just over it, or hidding it so this didn't sound bad.
A relationship is hard work you get what you put into it. Im sorry I never told him that. Im sorry for a lot of things.
I was talking to my parents last night and my dad says to me "you'll never stop loving cory, you'll just eventually find someone who thinks you are just as wonderful as Cory once did"
I don't want this to sound like a bash fest, not at all. I truely want to be friends with Cory adn move on at the same time. Its gonna be hard and whatnot but at the same time I don't need everyone of our mutual friends to hate or disrespect Cory for what happend.
I just don't know what to do from here or what to do. IM LOST...