i no that u cant be here now.

[leviticus1989]

good morning sunshine.
feeling ill
plain day school work
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grandpa sleeing in my bed with a respirator and his wife
what a messed up surprize to come home to.
i want to find my place and be content with everything in my life.
i need to get to that point.
i had ditched my friends twice today
once the chocolate chip pancakes breakfast plus ride to school
and the other 
gossip girl night plus the office and hair curling.
but /// i am glad i went to steak n shake instead.
i feel tons better now.
tons a lot.