Another day
Last night I left gfxartist. I'm not going to post and vote there but I will still visit and look at the galleries for surprise eye candy.
Woke up with an idea in my head.. for the alley drawing. When I got some paper and pencil to draw it... it kind of got lost. Different things were drawn...and so on. It was kind of cold.
Around about 11am I went to the lounge room and watched the TVBJ cable stuff...repeat of last night's series...that I didn't watch.
Went to buy a loaf of bread and some cleaning stuff. I don't know why but the people who made eye contact with me gave me strange looks.
When I got home, I read my snail mails.... one is from the bank...they want me to pay fees and shit... they say private college doesn't count or something. $60+ a year.... you know that is actually more than 40% of what I have in there...most of the time.
Then dad found a blue tongue lizard and yells "hey come look at the snake" in cantonese...I'm like.. that's a lizard and its harmless.
Overall, I'm having a hard time getting on task. Its extremely hot now and this kind of weather makes me feel depressed and low on energy. I feel like I've lost sight of my goals...doing anything feels futile...pointless. My head feels heavy...heart rate is probably up too....short of breath....I actually feel sick on a second thought.c I can't even grasp my pencil to draw properly.
Woke up with an idea in my head.. for the alley drawing. When I got some paper and pencil to draw it... it kind of got lost. Different things were drawn...and so on. It was kind of cold.
Around about 11am I went to the lounge room and watched the TVBJ cable stuff...repeat of last night's series...that I didn't watch.
Went to buy a loaf of bread and some cleaning stuff. I don't know why but the people who made eye contact with me gave me strange looks.
When I got home, I read my snail mails.... one is from the bank...they want me to pay fees and shit... they say private college doesn't count or something. $60+ a year.... you know that is actually more than 40% of what I have in there...most of the time.
Then dad found a blue tongue lizard and yells "hey come look at the snake" in cantonese...I'm like.. that's a lizard and its harmless.
Overall, I'm having a hard time getting on task. Its extremely hot now and this kind of weather makes me feel depressed and low on energy. I feel like I've lost sight of my goals...doing anything feels futile...pointless. My head feels heavy...heart rate is probably up too....short of breath....I actually feel sick on a second thought.c I can't even grasp my pencil to draw properly.