I called "Aya" to my irl journal.
I didn't know why at first lol And even now I'm not sure.I thought it was the abbreviation of "Ayano" and that it could come after some character but when I decided it suddenly, Akito wasn't out yet and I wasn't a fan of Kangerou days as I'm now ._. Apparently, it's not just a japanese name, actually, if Wikipedia is saying the truth:
Aya is a female name with multiple meanings in different languages. Aya (あや, アヤ) is a common female Japanese given name. Meaning "Design" "Art" or "Beautiful" Aya is also an Arabic female name written as آية meaning "sign", "miracle", or "verse." A'ya is also in use in the Hebrew language and means "to fly swiftly." or "Bird"
In Old German Aya Means "Sword"
There is also an African Adinkra symbol called an Aya which is a fern, it is a symbol of endurance and resourcefulness.
The underlined meanings are the ones I liked most.Aya:a little piece of art, a miracle, a bird, a sword and a leaf.Everything mine.It kinda fits.
Common sense:Where is the point in writing if no one is going to read it, Lena?
*shrugs* I wish I could tell.I have this impulse and I follow it but I do my best to have something like an answer for the boring and elemental ones who often ask such thing, no offense. The doing itself is the point, I guess.
I used to be even more sincere while expressing myself in this media.As I used to take the bother in arguing with the ones that I considered of my own kind irl.I came to realize that it's useless most of time, since the people is often self centred, selfish and ignorant.I don't waste my time anymore.But that would cover the second point rather than the first one, right?
I prefer to write privately what I think and feel, what happened to me, what I remember about certain matters.I don't have close friends to talk about it irl or family.The ones who should accomplish with this role showed me to be prejudiced before and I'm not exposing myself again to a judgment with someone who has no right over me and barely knows me anyway.
I feel...relaxed after writing a couple pages.
It purifies me, maybe?
I'm not even thinking in who is going to read it and I believe that if this is ever happening, it will be after my death, probably a relative and surely that person won't know about what the hell I was writing or may not have no interest in reading any further after realizing that Aya is a diary.
Period: my handwriting is tricky.Sometimes I can't say myself what I wrote.If someone else ever tries to unveil it, that person would have to take a while to guess.And Lena isn't THAT woa.What is written there is probably of use only for me, as recalling, since I have bad memory, specially when it comes to bad or good things, and so it's with dreams.
I need to remember who I'm and why, what I'm doing and why, who is the people that I love and respect.The diary, Aya, is a tool to achieve such goals and nothing more, today, at least. To me, at least. Frap somewhere else, Mikami~
Aya is a female name with multiple meanings in different languages. Aya (あや, アヤ) is a common female Japanese given name. Meaning "Design" "Art" or "Beautiful" Aya is also an Arabic female name written as آية meaning "sign", "miracle", or "verse." A'ya is also in use in the Hebrew language and means "to fly swiftly." or "Bird"
In Old German Aya Means "Sword"
There is also an African Adinkra symbol called an Aya which is a fern, it is a symbol of endurance and resourcefulness.
The underlined meanings are the ones I liked most.Aya:a little piece of art, a miracle, a bird, a sword and a leaf.Everything mine.It kinda fits.
Common sense:Where is the point in writing if no one is going to read it, Lena?
*shrugs* I wish I could tell.I have this impulse and I follow it but I do my best to have something like an answer for the boring and elemental ones who often ask such thing, no offense. The doing itself is the point, I guess.
I used to be even more sincere while expressing myself in this media.As I used to take the bother in arguing with the ones that I considered of my own kind irl.I came to realize that it's useless most of time, since the people is often self centred, selfish and ignorant.I don't waste my time anymore.But that would cover the second point rather than the first one, right?
I prefer to write privately what I think and feel, what happened to me, what I remember about certain matters.I don't have close friends to talk about it irl or family.The ones who should accomplish with this role showed me to be prejudiced before and I'm not exposing myself again to a judgment with someone who has no right over me and barely knows me anyway.
I feel...relaxed after writing a couple pages.
It purifies me, maybe?
I'm not even thinking in who is going to read it and I believe that if this is ever happening, it will be after my death, probably a relative and surely that person won't know about what the hell I was writing or may not have no interest in reading any further after realizing that Aya is a diary.
Period: my handwriting is tricky.Sometimes I can't say myself what I wrote.If someone else ever tries to unveil it, that person would have to take a while to guess.And Lena isn't THAT woa.What is written there is probably of use only for me, as recalling, since I have bad memory, specially when it comes to bad or good things, and so it's with dreams.
I need to remember who I'm and why, what I'm doing and why, who is the people that I love and respect.The diary, Aya, is a tool to achieve such goals and nothing more, today, at least. To me, at least. Frap somewhere else, Mikami~