So this is love...

[levia_the_whisp]

Thank you guys...it's nice to know that i still have friends who care when they see the knife slam into my back...words can't thank you two properly Vince and Grey...also...thanks for taking that damned thing out for me X3
...i love you too...

Once i move getting a job in my field will be easier, meaning i get better pay...than anything i've ever made...besides, better than living somewhere where you don't feel like going to some of your favorite spots in fear of feeling your heart being crushed...

I hate my self...
I hate everything about me...
I hate the fact that if i try to better myself, i'll always hurt someone...
I can't stand the thought of love anymore...
I don't think that anything will change...

I wish someone would hold a knife to my chest and kiss me...like they ment it...

Nightshade and quicksilver
Candy canes and razorblades

I hope a child sees me and screams tats a bad man...i might feel better about something...

Also, from now on...ask if something i post is actually something someone said...don't assume i fill anyones words...