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my foot is asleep. kevin broke up with me yesterday on the way home from LBI, and i sat in the back seat the whole way home. it would be a year on january twelth for us, i was so excited. but we do have a lot of problems. we fight a lot, but about such stupid shit. and i really thought it was going to work 'cause new years was really nice. and then he tells me he realized a lot of things on new years. and i thought it was a nice time. so, great. i don't know.
i keep getting this weird feeling where i'm scared of something, and i just feel really shitty. and i don't want to wake up in the morning. its like little panic attacks. i'm scared of the future, i guess. responsibility?
on a better note, lindsay and i are bf4l again!!! and i'm so happy. all through highschool we stopped talking, and then after we became friends again. and we spent new years together and it was such a nice time, and she stayed with me for a few days! man, i love her.
this is her.. she's so prettyyy. i'm in love. haha
i keep getting this weird feeling where i'm scared of something, and i just feel really shitty. and i don't want to wake up in the morning. its like little panic attacks. i'm scared of the future, i guess. responsibility?
on a better note, lindsay and i are bf4l again!!! and i'm so happy. all through highschool we stopped talking, and then after we became friends again. and we spent new years together and it was such a nice time, and she stayed with me for a few days! man, i love her.
this is her.. she's so prettyyy. i'm in love. haha