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i've been watching so much of the office lately. jim and pam, oh my god. they have the cutest love story ever. it makes me so sad and happy and i want thattttt. i'm so sad but i'm trying my hardest to remember kevin and i will never work. although i can't stop thinking about him and everything reminds me of him. and i really don't know what to do. but i think i'm doing alright. i just always need to be surrounded by people constantly. or i get this weird anxious, sad feeling like in my chest and i start thinking crazy things. and i can't help it. but i think i'm doing pretty good.